Story of An Ordinary Girl

I is random and bored. LOL.

2006-10-24T23:54:00.000+08:00

1. How tall are you barefoot?
; im not telling. =P

2. Have you ever been unfaithful in a relationship?
; nawh, me good girl. =)

3. Do you own a gun?
; no, not even a toy gun.

4. If you had a mental disorder, what would it be?
; depression or OCD (obsessive compulsive disorder)

5. How many letters are in your crush's name?
; no, there's no crush. i just hit, bang, boom and fall in love. =P

6. What do you think of hotdogs?
; food. i want. hungry.

7. What's your favorite Christmas song?
; no special ones. i just love christmas carols. =)

8. What do you prefer to drink in the morning?
; i dont like to drink/eat in the morning.

9. Do you do push-ups?
; no and no thank you.

10. Have you ever done ecstasy?
; NO!

11. Do you have a girlfriend?
; no, but i have girlfriendS.

12. Do you like the rain?
; yup.

13.Do you own a knife?
; yes.

14. What do you smell like?
; johnsson's baby bath. =D

15. Do you have confidence?
; depends

17. Name 3 thoughts at this exact moment.
a_ him.
b_ i banyak lazy wanna clean my room, do the laundry and do projects. *grunts*
c_ i feel like eating. =P

18. Name the last 3 things you have bought today?
; 2 tops from FOS and a hair clip from Maggie-T. no, i didnt buy them. my cousin bought em' for me. =)

19. Name five drinks you regularly drink, in order most to least.
; water, cold water, milo, coffee, coke

20. What time did you wake up today?
; at noon.

21. Can you spell?
; what do you think?

22. Current worry?
; stuffS.

23. Current hate?
; i dont hate, i dislike. =)

24. Favorite place to be?
; anywhere with him.

25. Least favorite place to be?
; erm, no where at the moment.

26. Where would you like to go?
; go over his place. XD

27. Do you own slippers?
; duhh.

28. Where do you think you'll be in 10 yrs?
; somewhere. not in M'sia i hope.

29. Do you burn or tan?
; im dark enough. dont need both.

30. Yellow or blue?
; yellow and blue

31. Would you be a pirate?
; no

32.Last time your cell rang?
;15 mins ago.

33. What songs do you sing in the shower?
; pop songs that stuck in my head.

34. What did you fear was going to get you at night as a child?
; those silly stuff that i still fear, NOW! lol.

35. What's in your pockets right now?
; no pockets.

36. Last thing that made you laugh?
; i forgot. but he made me smile.

37. Best bed sheets you had as a child?
; err, the cartoon ones.

38. Worst injury you've ever had?
; on my ankle. the scar is still so huge, till now. =(

39. you're in love with whom?
; no needa be mention. he should know who he is.

40. How many TVs do you have in your house?
; 3

41. Who is your loudest friend?
; them.

42. Who is your most silent friend?
; i dont think my friends are quite, are they? =P

43. Does someone have a crush on you?
; i dont think so. so prolly NO!

44. Do you wish on stars?
;yes, dummy like me does.

45. What is your favorite book?
; loads.

46. What song did you last hear?
; i forgot.

48. What song do you want played at your funeral?
; i dont wanna die JUST YET!

49. What were you doing 12AM last night??
; sms-ing and chatting.

50. What was the first thing you thought of when you woke up?
; tought of him. feels like going back to sleep.

Shopping, bliss.

2006-09-24T21:50:00.000+08:00

last weekend with mummy, today with daddy.
bliss.

bought 4 tops from Esprit and 1 pair of sandals from Nose. teeheehee. i know, i know. so bratty kan? but i bought all those under one circumstance-i'll study hard! MUAHAHAHAHA! i've been saying it ever since god knows when. oh well.

dinner at Food Loft. oh the chocolate fondue, mango smoothie and the cute guy.
bliss.
i'll bring the bf there next time. the food is good. thumbs up.

the guy is so cute can die. ohmygod. LOL. *slaps self*

Sore body.

2006-09-22T21:02:00.000+08:00

OUCH... damn pain can die already.

had been practicing the cheer this whole week. practically missed most lessons except for Physics. and damn, i haven't studied this week! all i did was eat, sleep, cheer and laugh my butt off. oh, guess what, finals are starting on the 2nd then continue again on the 9th till 14th. that means im SO doomed.

cheer is tomorrow. i so need to get over with that. =S can die i tell you. my body sored 3 days berturut-turut already. and its getting worse. from muscle cramps to back aches etc. and i've been using all sort of nonsense-menza cream, counter pain etc. but to no avail. sigh.

and yay, i get to cam-whore tomorrow. haven't done that for quite sometime. =)

godd, i so need someone to massage for me. eurk.
damn the tired.

Happy happy me!

2006-09-16T16:31:00.000+08:00

ooo lala...

so i went shopping today! yay-ness!
even though its just erm, 3 hours? so the syok man.
bought a few things. =D

2 pairs of sandals, 5 tops, 3 shorts and 2 long pants and more accessories. =D

sandals from vincci, 3 tops from edc and the rest FOS. teeheehee.

i bet i had more fun than the bf. nyahahahaha.

bumped into Cleo and Joan in Vince&Co while getting the accessories. arghh, almost cant recognise them. LOL.

oh, its so fun to shop. lalalala~ *beams*

Quite tiring lately.

2006-09-15T21:29:00.000+08:00

all the practices under the scorching hot sun, can die i tell you. already got darker within this week. yeah, got darker....AGAIN. sad. 1 more week till the bloody competition. and i dont know how the hell are we gonna finish the whole cheer thing.

this week had been study, cheer, study, cheer. when finals is on the 2nd Oct. *frowns* and i just realise how sucky my Add Math is. wookie, im not going on about this. pffftt.

another sad-der thing is, i have this big ass zit on my nose. its so huge i dont think its going off anytime soon. horrible, horrible. its huge, its red, its ON the middle of my nose. yen calls me 'rudolf the red nose". stupid.

on the contrary, i so cannot wait. gonna go for a little shopping with my mummy dearest tomorrow. wheeeE! haven't been shopping for so long already. damn keen larh. LOL. *beams*

* * * * *

butt-day greetings. =D
Amos, happy birthday! (doubt he reads my blog but who cares anyway.)

his best friend is so damn doink. i doink enough de but of all people, his best friend. heres how the story goes-so i thought his b'day was on the 14th. then i ask the bf to wish him for me.
the bf called, "no laaaa, his b'day tomorrow(15th) lah."
fine i thought, wish la. still the same, kan? just a day's difference. and today-15th of Sept i wanted to wish him after tuition but ended up during tuition, sir was in front of me and had this little convo with me,
"Amos's bday tomorrow, you got wish him ar?"
i was like, "nooo, his bday tomorrow meh?"
he replied, "ya la, you dont know ar?"

then i turned to Mogesh, "his bday tomorrow ar?"
she nodded.
i retorted, "no laaa, its today whatt!"
she said "today's my bro's bday la."

i gave her a wadever look then continue with my work.
SO FAIL-as a friend.
damn salah man. stuupid-ness. 3days all his bday, pfft.

Shouldn't have went.

2006-09-10T17:39:00.000+08:00

bloody hell. shouldn't have went for tuition just now. wasted 1 and a half hours only. he some more say can finish giving all 4 sets of answers. go die la. 1 set also never finish. 7 questions left okay. then say what, "you all go back and try lah. the questions are similar."

and now got more homework pulak. around 10 to 15 more perhaps? stuuu-piiddd.

not many people went la. around 4 girls including Sheryl that came "for fun". thats what she said. then 3 rows of guys behind-not full also. so little only. YuhTing ppk me. chao babi.

oh, and the guys and the teacher were talking about footie (as usual. a few Arsenal fans but majority support MU) *rolls eye* and i told Mogesh, "Chelsea la good." and she agreed. =) so they were talking right, then my sir was talking about doing the questions during half time yadda yadda and he came up with a joke. a damn kinky one. eurk. the guys were laughing like hyennas. pffft.

what the cheese am i rambling about? pffft.
conclusion, I AM BORED.

24 days to finals.

2006-09-09T21:09:00.000+08:00

ohmycheese, that is so freaking soon. and i haven't started studying. *frowns*

Add Math, History, Physics, Chemistry and Moral. I AM SO DEAD! Chemi is erm, on the verge of failing la-got only 42 this term. sigh. the rest is a fo' shizzle yo!

the rest is alright. but i seriously need to work extra hard on em' to get better grades. i dont wanna stay in Mahir. the Indians-urghhh. but Terampil, so competative-can die dot com.

my EST is not strong either. and year end there'll be essay writing. good lord, save me. anything can just come out. eurk.

GAHHH! AddMath works piling up. not 10 or 20 questions here. its almost 50 now! and im only done like half? wtfff. wooosaaa. lemme see i still have Log, Stats, Circular Measure, Differentiation&Coordinate Geometry. yes, my tuition teacher is trying to kill me. for christ sake, this is making me go bonkers.

this is somewhat his fault and somewhat not. i blame him cause he wasnt in tuition last week so y'day teacher cannot discuss the 1 we did and terpaksa to give us another extra set as homework. because he has not do the paper, YET-teacher dont wanna discuss! BECAUSE OF HIM. soo how big his influence is. beh tong nia. LOL. on the other hand, i thank him cause he wasnt there last week and we get a whole week long to do the rest of the unfinish work (extra 30 questions that is. =S)

so, blame or not you tell me. LOL. (of course not la, im so good what right. i force him to do his the paper and he some more willingly lend my Chemi book to copy. kuai nya. *gulp*)

anyboo, gotta get back to my oh-so-favourite-subject (AddMath). having extra class from 3.30 to 5 tomorrow. sien-ness. but i get to see him, so paid off la right? LOL. i still have shitloads of questions waiting for me to be done with. *grim*

Crikey!

2006-09-05T21:30:00.000+08:00

byebye to Crocodile Hunter.

even though im not a big fan of this show, i still feel damn sad over Steve Irwin's death. =( he's only 44 for christ sake! and he got killed by what? a stingray!! whatthe....

he's daughter is so darn cute. ohmygod... ok, saw her pic in the newspaper. teeheee.

oh well...

rest in peace, mate! (australian use 'mate' all the time, but why? lol.)

wookie, gotta run. i still have 2 third of my storybook to catch up with. i bet i cant pass it to Janke tomorrow. how to finish lahh! 200++ pages left. not that i cannot, but i've got Physics report and komsas to be done with. *frowns*

Karyn is a good girl.

2006-09-03T22:15:00.000+08:00

she is indeed. =) she didnt shop during the mega sales season! *pats on the head*

uh-huh. i DID NOT shop during the mega sales season. damn. i bought nothing since i was back from UK. so salah man-last year, i was buying anything/everything i like whenever im out. this year, damn good in controling my spendings on unnecessary stuff lah.

apparently, i only spend on birthday presents and toping up my phone credit. and that, made me BROKE!

prolly cause of the trip, i spent erm, quite a lot???!

months to come, and my pockets will be having big holes. =S

so many birthdays. my mum's birthday itself is gonna cost me an arm and a leg. goddd, gotta do a lot of savings. (attempt-sure fail!)

KARYN DID NOT SHOP DURING MEGA SALES! =D

* * * * *

went for a jog in the evening with my mum. since i didnt go with Gla & Arthur to the whatever park it is in Relau. and i told the boyfriend. and what answer he replied-LOL! and i asked why, he said "UNBELIEVABLE". chao babi. but still, i miss him so much ler. will be seeing him tomorrow. yay-ness.

* * * * *

i cook lunch&dinner, my bro do the dishes. =)

last night, i told him that i'll be cooking. he turned to my mum and said "buy more toilet papers!" stupid.

then i asked him to rate my cooking out of 10.
he said "-1." and he added in "t'was ok lahhh."
"oh, so i can get married now right?" i teased.
"erm no, maybe the security guard downstairs wants you."

fucker. see me no up wan.

I HATE Additional Maths.

2006-09-02T14:51:00.000+08:00

i think i said that a lot of times before, yes?

and i hate Stephanie too cause she got bloody 100 in it! she is insane dudee! at 1st she got 34/40 which is 85 and then she went too add another 3 marks that turns out to be 37/40 which is 93. we have our bonus 7 marks and ta-daa, she got a bloody 100 in ADDITIONAL MATHS! and what did i got after adding that damned 7 marks? a damned 24. *frowns* beh syok nia.

add maths tuition yesterday-SUCK! we got tested on chap 1 & 2. i dont know how to do 13 questions out of 40. great. thank god we didnt have to pass it up. =)

so the grand total of questions to be done by next friday is 35!
i have 13 undone paper 1's questions and 22 paper 2's. thats not it ok, its log. i HATE log. i dont fucking understands log. now tell me, how do i get it started? *grunt*

but my boyfriend loves log. he said "the easiest among all." go die.

oh right, i wont fail my History. tralalalala~! *big ass smile*

*glee* he's coming back tonight. wheeeee.
2 more days till i get to see him again. *prancing around like a lil kid*
i miss him.........a lot. =(

Merdeka~!

2006-08-31T00:05:00.000+08:00

Happy Merdeka everyone!

merdeka, stuck at home, alone. sienssss. everyone is out.my mum&dad, my bro, friends etc. no one's online. =(

just hung up with the boyfriend and now hes off to zzzzZ while im still wide awake, typing this.

he'll be off to Langkawi tomorrow and that means i dont get to see him till Monday. sad.

* * * * *

shitness, i got only 17 for Add Maths. stupid fuck. seventeen okayy. SEVENTEEN! grrrhhh. i thought as lease a 20. pffft. i know thats not much a difference but hey, its better to round it off right?

everyone said their only hope is Sejarah. they cannot/wont fail yadda yadda. when my only hope is Moral. swt! i'll pass Moral and fail Sejarah. guarenteed.

i am so doomed this time. thanks to Add Maths. my percentage gone down by A LOT. shitness lah.

* * * * *

i need to change a stomach. my stomach is really giving me a geat deal of problem.stuupid. it hurts everytime i eat spicy food. just anything spicy and it'll hurt. and thats not nice cause i LOVE spicy food. =/

="(
gonna miss that fella. 3 days not long anyway, is it? and its not erm, far...

Tired, tired, tired.

2006-08-29T18:36:00.000+08:00

*yawns,rub eyes* i just woke up an hour ago from my 3-hour-nap and i still feel goddamn tired. i slept around 1 last night, not late right? then woke up at 6.

i thought i get to sleep during chemi-it turns out that we have fire drill at that time. it was fun though the sun was glaring at our faces! it was scorching hott! pffft. the bomba fellas gave a small speech on why are we doing this fire drill,yadda yadda yadda and demonstrated how to use the uh, i forgotten whats that thing called. LOL. we were taking our own sweet time and he said we'll be dead if we take more than 3 minutes to get out from the building. crazy shit.

so that, i didnt get to sleep too. well, at lease some fun still, ey? i was thinking its okay, still have nilam period but Pn Tan took over for Chemi....again. i had 3 periods of Chemi today. thank god my realChemi lesson was taken for fire drill. if not, 5 periods of Chemi in A DAY. eurk, how's that?

on the other hand, i was prancing around like a lil kid when i got my Chemi results. dont get the wrong picture. i just merely passed! yes, im goddamn happy. cause highest in my class is 60 and i managed to pass. wheeeeE!

you know, i gotta stop aiming so low already. even for BM, i aimed to pass. WTF right? and when Janke got 66 for it-she herself said she passed...with flying colours. lawak-ness.

goodness, cannot slack already la. finals coming in a month's time and i seriously gotta study. see where im standing now? any subs-border line, border line. *shakes head* if my finals is the same as my mid term's. hohoho, my hols will be wrecked.

yay, Thursday holidaysss! =)

out on the 9th. Kim&Gla's bday. im so broke with all the b'days coming all at once. *snifs* hope that *he* can come along.

Oh school, died.

2006-08-27T21:25:00.000+08:00

die die die.
i dont wanna go back to school. *cries*
i dont wanna get my oh-so-shitty results. =S

im so no life already. i need more nice storybooks. and my mum just wouldnt let me get any at the mean time. stuupiid.

that means i have nothing to read but school books. eurk. =S

i HATE futsal. day and night, day in,day out-futsal futsal futsal. yoooor, hear till sien de laaaaa. *grunts* what about meeeeeeeeee? *pouts*

Im very outdated.

2006-08-27T02:12:00.000+08:00

im so outdated with movies. and i need a lot of catching up with the good ones.

i just watched I'm Not Stupid 2. i know it has been out for quite long now but i am really lazy to download/spend unnecessary money on pirated dvds when i, myself is quite dry. LOL.

watched it via my bro's laptop. when i was in Leeds, Allen once told me that my bro is very up-to-date. he's really good in downloading songs, movies and soap opearas that keep his housemates out of boredom. LOL. thats then. which i find, quite true. =)

everyone told me that i'll sure cry watching it which is goddamn true. i cannot stop crying. LOL. my tear glands are hopeless. i cried watching Lilo&Stitch so, get the picture? my tear gland is that weak.

im halfway with Cars. find it kinda cute. got the dvds from Ning last Sat and i've only watch a quarter of it? i still have The Da Vinci Code. i am so not catching up. LOL.

who bloody cares anyway. bah.

i'd just watch Lemony Snickets on HBO last Friday before tuition thanks to the boyfriend. and i reckon that movie was out last year or so? LOL.

* * * * *

rather pei today. i didnt talk to him, at all. *pouts* just a message in the morning, 2/3 in the afternoon and after dinner, i thought we could have a nice chat, he's over at Jeff's.

doing what? dota. pffft.

i didnt know he and her talk until her told me. kinda dont feel so nice about it. i mean i dont mind but still, it somehow bugs me. dahlah, terlalu sensitive. sad case.

1 month, love. kinda uneasy(not the r'ship!!)though. but aiya, look at the bright side. =) every cloud has a silver lining. *smiles*

after a good cry thanks to I'm Not Stupid 2, im off to bed now.

*wide smile* who said my r'ship cant last longer than 3 weks, huh?

Eurk, break ends.

2006-08-25T21:49:00.000+08:00

ohmygod. sekelip mata saje 1 week's break coming to an end. sigh. not sure weather to be happy or sad about it. siao.

the good thing bout school is CHAR KOAY TEOW! yum.
and sneaking out during extra class for food and drinks. fun.
chatting away in class with friends will be superb.
sleeping in class is something i cannot miss. *grin* - only in unimportant classes, mind you.
(i know its still a bad thing, but cannot help it laaa. who ask the lessons to be so bloody uninteresting and the teachers to be worse! gah!)

and dayum, i'll be getting my results. freaky shit. mummy and daddy are gonna screw me topsy turvy. they're gonna banned me online on weekdays. and all their naggings ='(

* * * * *

saw him today. and hah, he said i was quite. such wonderful compliment.
was moodless in chemi. god, so bored.
but add maths was okay. it just got me going bonkers as usual. *grunts grunts grunts*
and the monkeys(including the bf) gone haywire when sir was teaching the turning point crap.
they...thinking.......unnecessary......nonsensical...stuff. sigh.
guys memang pun guys, kan? *shakes head*

* * * * *

so tomorrow,
the boyfriend, the monkeys and futsal. *grunts*
futsal tournament over Seberang. pffft.
that means no boyfriend for the day. LOL.
and also no staying up with me tonight. =(

i bet he'll be back with bruises again.
since he's mostly injured after every practice/match. sigh.

tell me, whats so nice about sports? other giving you a fit body? huh? huh?huh? it injures people and thats not very nice. no wonder i dont fancy any kind of sports. maybe seeing people play-yes! teeheeeheee. i like footie though, nerve-wrecking yet i get to spot some eye candy. not C.Ronaldo for sure!! not anyone from MU! =)

to go or not to go?

ms karmun's belated birthday party. and the place is just a stone throw from my house. jen's going damn late-after glo. the main problem is i haven't get her a pressie. i doubt i'll be out tomorrow cause i've got tuition (at a very weird time, 5pm-7pm on Saturday!) and for christ sake, i dont know what she likes except vampire storybooks and the likes. YuhTing getting her a scarf. im not sure bout the rest yet.

* * * * *

next Saturday, i'll be skipping tuition. most prolly alright. mich and jamie's cocktail party. i so cannot miss. everyone will doll themselves up and im sure i'll be snapping lotsa pics. but the problem is, should i get my hair done? everyone is telling me what they're wearing, what pressies they'll be giving etc. and all i know is i'll be wearing 2 piece. same as ning. but i still dont know weather to skirt or pants. i dont wanna over/under dress. that's terrible. and my transports?

god,im always so unprepared. *gulps*

so pray for me that my mum will let me skip this once alright?

okayy, i think thats quite a bit now. gotta hit the hay..NOT! gonna find something to eat, mingle around till 12. beep him and then only i'll sleep. =)

A letter to dad.

2006-08-24T20:42:00.000+08:00

LETTER TO DAD

A father passing by his teenage daughter's bedroom was astonished to see the bed was nicely made and everything was neat and tidy. Then he saw an envelope propped up prominently on the center of the pillow. It was addressed "Dad". With the worst premonition, he opened the envelope and read the letter with trembling hands:-

Dear Dad,

It is with great regret and sorrow that I'm writing you, but I'm leaving home. I had to elope with my new boyfriend Randy because I wanted to avoid a scene with Mom and you. I've been finding real passion with Randy and he is so nice to me. I know when you meet him you'll like him too-even with all his piercing, tattoos, and motorcycle clothes. But it's not only the passion Dad, I'm pregnant and Randy said that he wants me to have the kid and that we can be very happy together. Eventhough Randy is much older than me (anyway, 42 isn't so old these days isit?), and has no money, really these things shouldn't stand in the way of our relationship, don't you agree? Randy has a great CD collection; he already owns a trailer in the woods and has a stack of firewood for the whole winter. It's true he has other girlfriends as well but I know he'll be faithful to me in his own way. He wants to have many more children with me and that's now one of my dreams too. Randy taught me that marijuana doesn't really hurt anyone and he'll be growing it for us and we'll trade it with our friends for all the cocaine and ecstasy we want. In the meantime, we'll pray that science will find a cure for AIDS so Randy can get better; he sure deserves it!! Don't worry Dad, I'm 15 years old now and I know howto take care of myself. Someday I'm sure we'll be back to visit so you can get toknow your grandchildren.

Your loving daughter,
Rosie.

At the bottom of the page were the letters "PTO". Hands still trembling, her father turned the sheet, and read:

PS: Dad, none of the above is true. I'm over at the neighbor's house. I just wanted to remind you that there are worse things in life than my report card that's in my desk centre drawer. Please sign it and call when it is safe for me to come home.

I love you!

* * * * *

god, hilarious ain't it? and what's worse, THIS piece of crap was forwarded to me by my MUM! and i thought i can spread some love to ya'll too yo!

cheers! =D

2 more days.

2006-08-24T17:04:00.000+08:00

and holidays will be over.
no more time to laze around.
no more waking up late.

my miserable daily routine will start all over again.

staying back for Bio will be hell. i'll prolly improve my manglish then. *grins*
and staying back for English will be wasting my time.

gah. if PnTan is not taking over Chemi, i'll totally flunk it. i seriously have no what-shit-ever idea what the hell is that round and doink trainee is taking about. i think i'll prolly sleep in class. she dont bother. same goes for Bio. i dont understand whats the trainee squeaking either. both trainees. both Malays. both...........

good lord.

i hate to say this but i think i should've appreciated PnTan and PnChang more. (eeks,damn gay!)
the trainees are horrible. terribly horrible.

* * * * *

coffee, toast with strawberry jam&butter and a good book.

bliss.

i wanna get more storybooks. thanks to Ning im hooked onto this non-fiction book. NON-FICTION okayy. i prefer fiction. good for imagination. hehe. no wonder i day dream so much. but the book was good. i love it. its about disturbed kids. hillarious in someway and heartfelt in another.

Just Another Kid by Torey Hayden.

Torey Hayden faced six emotionally troubled kids no other teacher could handle - three recent arrivals from battle-torn Northern Ireland, badly traumatised by the horrors of war; eleven year old Dirkie, who knew life inside an institution; the excitable Mariana, aggressive and sexually precocious at the age of eight; and seven year old Leslie, perhaps the most hopeless of all, unresponsive and unable to speak. But Torey's most daunting challenge turns out to be Leslie's mother, Ladbrooke, a stunning young doctor who soon discovers that she needs Torey's love and help just as much as the children. As Torey's aide in the classroom Ladbrooke reveals her dark and troubled life, and Torey must try and rescue the beautiful and sophisticated parent who had become just another kid.

i'm bored, thats why.

i can start reading that book and continue for hours but when it comes to History, 1 page and im already falling asleep. sigh.

tomorrow, tuition-died. him-grin.

Tummy ache again!

2006-08-23T22:41:00.000+08:00

booo-hooo. but its better now.
after taking the Milk of Magnesia.
eww, that taste awful. yuck.

yeah, so this tummy problem happened after dinner. prolly cause i was a bit too hungry before, then i took spicy stuff for dinner and my stomach just cant take it. LOL!

when my daddy camehome, he said we can have thai food for dinner. without hesitation, i agreed. because i was craving for spicy stuff since last night. hehe.

so yup, all the food were spicy. sambal asparagus, green curry chicken, deep fried soft shell crab-a must to eat with the Thai chilli sauce and not forgetting my fav tomyam soup. *slurps* the only non spicy dish was the omelette. =) besides, i had iced lemon tea-sour. which made my stomach feel worse. but i still down it anyway.

as i was famished by the time the food came, i gobbled down whatever that has been served. halfway through, i dont feel good already but still, i manage to finish everything thats on my plate except my fav tomyam soup. sad.

if i really drank it, i think i wouldnt be typing this out right now. LOL.

and i thought it feels better already, guess not.
its coming back. euch.

i better go get some rest now.

Rotting at home.

2006-08-21T12:30:00.000+08:00

pffft. the 1st day of hols and im already whining that im bored.
but that doesn't mean im looking forward to school though.
i actually have work to do, just that im a wee bit lazy. LOL.
i so need my moral project (gawd, 2 kerja amal & 2 kerja harian) to be done with.
as slothful as i am, i'll do more good in prorastinating.

the boyfriend is over at adrian's.
they'll go lunch, dota then futsal.
yet, he's so nice to keep me accompany. *smooch*
but as the good girlfriend, i ask him to go have fun.
and i shall get stuck with my storybook.
i miss him already.
cause i won't be seeing him till Friday. =(
but i hugged him yday. hehehe.

* * * * *

i miss last Saturday a lot.
i had so much fun.
like duh, i spend all my time with him. *blush*

Blisss.

2006-08-19T22:09:00.000+08:00

so i went Gurney today after my dentist appointment.
reached around halfone. god, i'd made him waited for half and hour. =S
he got me a teddy. and i named it Joryn.
hehehehe, its small and cuddly. gah, adorable.

hung out with his friends. I and JiaLi were practically the girls among the 10.
8 lads, 2 chics but we blended in well. =)
had so much fun with the them.
they can really crack up jokes man.and they're loud.
good lord have mercy on me. LOL!

one of the guys, Leo Nard if im not mistaken thought i was form3.
and everyone cannot stop laughing. ish.
he was just casually asking "so, trials after hols right?"
i stared blankly at him and uttered "HUH?"
and i cannot remember who said "she's (me) same age lah!"

then i head laughter all over.

that should be a compliment; im young,kan? hehehe.

i bumped into so many ppl today.
SabLynnGlaciusChristAlynIreneGraceJaniceWeiShengVnnKelvSzeWeiYuhTing
etc etc. still got alot.
damn fun.=D

met new people also. Renee-my junior and jo's friends.
lawaks.
and 1 of them said im skinny! wahahahaha.
cannot compare to Jo though. eeks.

in short,today was great.
*hugsss*

edit.

blurr-took in the cinema. but i love this pic.

where as,

this, i seriously need a pair of heels. he's stick thin and TALL! and im like a pixie. short and small.

Teddy from him. ahh, adorable.

thats all anyway. we didnt took much,no time. =( but still,im seeing him tomorrow. yay-ness. can't wait.

love. =)

Tagged by AdeAdelyn.

2006-08-19T21:08:00.000+08:00

1. Full Name: Karyn Khor Wei-Lin
2.Name backwards: Nil-Iew Rohk Nyrak
3.Were you named after someone? I am not so sure.
4. Meaning of name: Ask my parents.
5. Nickname: Kar, Ryn, Wei-Lin, Squeaky monster, Potato ryn
6. Screen name: '__ қ α я γ и __ ' jojo. ♥
7. D.O.B: 130890.
8. Place of birth: Gleneagles Hosp, Penang.
9. Nationality: Malaysian.
10.Current location: Bro's room. *smirks*
11.Star sign: LEO (lose elctron oxidation. LOL!)
12.Religon: Buddhist.
13.Height: arund 150-155cm. *sniffs*
14.Weight: About 42/43 kg. i've gain weight.
15.Shoe size: Size 5.
16.Hair color: Black.
17.Eye color: Black.
18.Who do you look like: My girlfriends.
19.Innie or outtie: Huh?
20.Lefty or righty: Right.
21.Gay, straight, bi or others: Straight.
22.Best friends: Fione, Ning, Janice, Kim, Gla, Ngiap, Rach, Jon, Dav, Kelv etc
23.Best friends you trust most: Ning, Jan
24.Favourite pals: whoaa,too many to list out.
25.Best friend of opposite sex: Jon, Kelv, Dav, Tim
26.Best buddies: refer to no 22.
27.Boyfriend or girlfriend: Why do you care? *grins*
28.Crush: None.
29.Parents: At home.
30.Worst Enemy: None.
31.Favourite online guy: Dav-can emo banyak banyak with.
32.Favourite online girl: Sab, Mich, WeiFen, Ming, Ngiap, YuhTing
34.Craziest friend: NING!
35.Advice friend: Dav, Arthur, Gla, YuhTing, WeiFen
36.Loudest friend: Ning and Gla. god, they're L-O-U-D! most ofmy friends are anyway. lol.
37:Person you cry with: Ning.
38.Any sisters: None, sadly.
39.Any brothers: 1 elder.
40.Any pets: None.
41.Any disease: *touchwood* NO!
42.Pager: Cell
43.Personal phone line: None.
44.Cell phone: Ask me for it.
45.Lava Lamp: Wanted 1.
46.Pool or hot tub: Hot tub.
47.A car: Any poshy ones.
48.Your personality: Cheery
49.Driving: Not yet.
51.Room: Small and cosy. 2 bookshelves and 1 cupboard. 1 dressing table, closet, study table and queen sized bed on the floor. A lot of teddies-just added 2 into my collection : Billy & Joryn. LOL.
52.What's missing: Confidence.
53.School: CGL secondary.
54.Bed: Queen.
55.Relationship with parents: A-okay.
56.Believe in yourself: No. just at times.
57.Believe in love at first sight: Yup.
58.Good listener: Yup. a damn good one compared to an adviser!
59.Get along well with parents: Mostly.
60.Save e-mail convos: Yup.
61.Pray: Yup.
62.Believe in reincarnation: No, afterlife-YES!
63.Make fun of people: Yup. just did today. lmao.
64.Like to talk on the phone: Yeah, but cut down already.
65.Want to get married: Wish.
66.Like to drive: When i can, of course!
67.Motion Sickness: Uh, sometimes.
68.Eat stem of broccoli: Yup, love it!
69.Eat chicken with fork: At times.
70.Dream in color: Uh-huh.
71.Type with your fingers on home role: What's that?
72.Sleep with stuff animals: Of course!!!
73.Next to you: My cell, rubber band, comb, keys, watch, calcu, mouse, wallet, bracelet and coins.
74.On the walls of your room: Nothing.
75.On your mousepad: My mouse.
76.Dream car: The Nissan sports car i ask him to get. LOL.
77.Dream date: Hmm, a day out by the beach or somewhere quiet. just the 2 of us without any disturbance. hehehe. damn fairytale la.
78.Dream honeymoon spot: Erh, Paris?
79.Dream husband or wife: =)
80.Bedtime: Schooldays before 12. Hols-topsy turvy.
81.Under your bed: Floor.
82.Single most important question: And you are? (agrees with Adelyn)
83.Bad time of the day: Noons when its hot and humid. yucks.
84.Your worst fear: My mind that thinks nonsense. (nods vigorously)
85.The weather is: HOT & HUMID & HAZEY! whats with the Hs.
86.Time: 21.56
87. Date: 19th August 2006.
88. Best trick did on someone: Uhh..
89.Theme song: Losprophets-Broken hearts,torn up letters and a story of a lonely girl.
90.Hardest thing about growing up: Making mistakes and getting toknow the world.
91.Funniest experience: Uhh, i forgot.
92.Scariest experience: None so far, phewww.
93.Silliest thing you have ever said: Hahaha, a lot man.
94.Most desperate and funniest thing i have done to get the opposite sex: ??????
95.Scariest thing while you are with your friends: Sneaking into the cinema? LOL.not scary also.
96.Worst feeling: Loneliness, being betrayed and backstabbed.
97.Best feeling in the world: By far, when i'm with him.
98.AND NOW, THE SABOTAGING BEGINS!!! CHOOSE EIGHT TO DO THE QUIZ
-GlaciusDadii
-Ngiappy
-Michelle Oh
-Sabrina Oh
-Theng
-and whoever that wants to be tagged.

Insomnia.

2006-08-19T00:13:00.000+08:00

yet again, the im-so-sleepy-but-cannot-sleep.
ughh. im so tired okay.
not exactly physically but mentally totally exhausted.
yeah, worn off by thoughts-nonsense i would rather call that.
things have been really bugging me but still i cannot do anything.
IT'S ALL BOUT ME ANYWAY.
nobody can help me but myself.
its either i still continue to luan luan think or i can make an effort to distract myself outta this.

ryn oh ryn. gotta stop thinking.
if only i can get some alco and drunk myself.
bliss.....
or maybe if i can see him tomorrow...
perfect! (today la to be precise,00.30 already)

Pei. very, very, very pei.

2006-08-18T22:06:00.000+08:00

if hes not turning up tomorrow, i care less.
im still going out, meeting up with my friends, catching movies with em'.
with/without him.
god, i so need a life.
instead of clinging onto him.
im sucha control freak.
what a girlfriend i am. big sigh.

I can't wait!!

2006-08-17T23:22:00.000+08:00

cant wait till this Sat.
haven't been out for almost a month already.
cant wait to step into gurney.
catch a movie, loiter around, sit in mcd etc.
and taking pics of course.

i failed Physics. soon to be History, Chemistry and Add Maths.
Ms Chow was so furious about it-Ning told me.
so yeah, thank goodness i wont be seeing her till after hols.
if not she will nag me gai gai.
kena during mid term already and now again. =S

this Sat, Gurney anyone?

i miss bumping into ppl.
but now, its likePMR and SPM fever. sigh.
so not many ppl will be out, i guess.

Sabbie, you're worrying too much.
relax a lil. you're smart. sure straightAs. =)

tuition tomorrow. =)
i dont feel bored going tuition anymore.
hehehehe.

and after tomorrow,1 week break! yay-ness.

Uh-Oh.

2006-08-17T19:38:00.000+08:00

no, not this again.
die die die.
i don't feel good this time.
oh-my-god!

fuck. dont shiver.

1 more day.

2006-08-15T14:39:00.000+08:00

1 more day to end my test.
1 more day till 3 weeks.

man, this test suck. im practically flunk-ing everthing!

EST was hell. when i dont give a damn, its as hard as fuck.
when i thought its gon' be hard, its as easy as 1, 2, 3.
what the fuck la. pffft.

tomorrow's chemi is the only thing im worrying.
maths is hopeless anyway.
there is no way im gonna pass.
unless some fairy follow me for my test.

my headache is killing me. 3 days already! grrhhh.
i want my babyyy!!! =P

lol. gotta get back to those....books. *tear*

* * * * *

gosh, following my bro's footstep.
living as if im back in Leeds again. *emo*
i've been drinking coke everyday!!!
died man. coke replacing water. =S

sikes, im damn emo.
but im not pms-ing. hmmm. weird.

Tuition-FUN!

2006-08-13T22:37:00.000+08:00

yupp. i had so much fun just now.
cant stop laughing.
cant get enough of him. =)
me, him, jia li and kuok tjun were messaging like mad. flaunting each other. LOL.
but his friends really make me damn shy. ugh.

and of course, my bday ended perfectly with a hug.
i love you. =)

110806 Part-II

2006-08-12T22:27:00.000+08:00

so here are some more pics that we cam-whored in class.

i love this girl.

this is how we rule. LOL. our version of 1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9 and 10!

R-L : 1, 2, 3

then our 4, 5, 6.

7, 8, 9

last but not least, our 10, 10, 10! =D

silly posers! KootiePootie&Tang.

where the hell are youuu??? erghhhh. i miss you. =(

Tuition on birthday!

2006-08-12T19:42:00.000+08:00

oh-my-gooodness.
ngiappy! im going tuition on Sunday alright!
for once, im going-for real.

i actually didnt mind because i'll be seeing him too. wheeeee! well, i really hope he can make it cause hes still not so sure bout it. sikes. i'll be seeing him on my birthday. tralalalala~! thats only if he can make it. sigh.

alright, off to dinner. then study Physics. hell.

my dad almost got a watch for me from Guess. he didnt bought it cause he didnt found the 1 i like. sad, but i already cant remember which 1 i like so, hahahaha~! i rather he gives me cash to shop! =P

and again, i cant believe my birthday is hours near! which mean, im old.

110806 Part-I

2006-08-11T22:19:00.000+08:00

a lil pictures.

beautiful cake from the girls. look. they call me potato-must be ms lim's great idea. lol. <3

as usual, the biting up candle part and the cake will be smashed.

woops. thanks to lam u-jen! the cake is good~! hahaha.

hahaha. the pink thong im holding! some candid shots by ngiap?!

my hair is wet after washing my face. nibbling frenchfries.

didnt took many pics in mcd. didnt bother to actually. was only busy having fun. hehe.

i DO NOT look like a midget. =.=

and a few pics took in school.

these girls made my party a success.

KootiePootieTang reunite! good lord, we cam-whored A LOT!

KootieTang. <3

Lovely sweesixteen.

2006-08-11T21:58:00.000+08:00

love you babes lotss!

it has been wonderful. i didnt know i was that dumb-dee-doo to let ya'll tricked me! ughh, come to think of it;the hints ya'll drop in school was A LOT and yet, i didnt suspect anything. i mean i did sense something fishy when i went mcd. hehe.

gosh, its so fun ok. you girls made my day! although not so afterall. teeheehee. sorry lah~!

all and all, thank ya'll so much for making such great big effort to make this surpirse party a success okay? a bit wrecked but its okay. =) its still fun. cake smashing, screamings and laughings. oh, bliss.

name for teddy : Billy.
hes so cuddly i wouldnt wanna let g of it. =)

and i just realised, without fail every year someone will give me a teddy bear as a pressie. LOL.so my big ass present for the year will be Billy. and to my surprise, a hot pink thong for this year as well. muahahahaha! i love it ok!

and the poem. ohmycheesyheavens. i cant help but tears welled up in my eyes. he didnt notice i guess. but its ok, better still. hehehe. and i got mad for no reason, i didnt see/talk/smile to him at all! after chemi-i walked out straight from class to add math's. then when he walked in, i didnt look up and after class, i walked out. he was out and i was too-i didnt bother to look in his direction. i didnt say bye also! muahahaha. im evil. but hey, he left 1st for futsal, so he didnt said bye. stupid. =( ok la, not on purpose but still, i dont feel like it. damn pei la, stupid things that runs through my head.

that was due to some peer pressure that fucked up my day a wee bit.
oh, am i that small?
Arthur calls me a midget. =.=

Lostprophets ; i like.

2006-08-10T19:43:00.000+08:00

mm-hmm. their songs are pretty nice.
my bro went to their concert twice and he said it was awesome.
and also their autograph session.
he cannot stop showing off. fucker.

lalalala~!
current fav : heaven for the weather, hell for the company, rooftop and broken hearts, torn up letters and the story of a lonely girl.

why are the name of the songs soooo friggin long?

Rotting at home.

2006-08-10T16:24:00.000+08:00

was : laughing away with my bro.
now : both eating lollies like kids.

stupid fuck.

he asked : "you blog?"
i said : "uh-huh."
he asked : "which 1? blogger?"
i said : "mm hmm. blogspot lah. why?"
he said : " just asking."
i asked : "you blog then?"
his reply : "NO! got nothing to blog about."
i blurted out : "you no life." *sneers*

he's watching BBC now worrying his nuts off.
blasting the bloody tv so loud. argh.
London airport's threat is now 'critical'.
NO HAND BAGGAGE ALLOWED!
muahahahaha~! this is sick.

My mood swinging.

2006-08-09T19:55:00.000+08:00

he ter-forgotten my birthday.
arghhhh. stupid.
(not only that ok, things have been getting up on me lately)

SO, we were sms-ing and i told him,
"hey, i'll be going to mcd this Fri."
"oh, what for?"
"my friends wanna have an early celebration with me."
"celebrate what?" (WHAT THE CHEESE?!!!)
"birthday?"
"owh ok, you wanna go out or something?"

i was damn cranky already he some more asked me what for.
urghhhh.
and stupid dumb-ass futsal tournament that falls on the 26th.

stuuupidddd larh.

I give up.

2006-08-09T13:38:00.000+08:00

believing what people tells me is hard. i heard different stories from different people everytime. i understood that some people care and vice versa. i've got people telling me "its going to be fine" or "give him another chance" or "forget it, hes not good enough for you" or even "break it off".

whatever it is, im gonna stick to what i felt most comfortable with. i cannot be caring so much about what others may feel even though some genuienely cared for me. i am not pleasing anyone this time. im gonna do what i think its right. even if its risky or not.

it is so so so so hard to trust.
even if that person whom you're very very very close with.
and this, S-U-C-K!

caring less of what people say, setting my goals straight and taa-daaa~! =)

some might not be there to back me up, but i hope there are a few that will.

gahh. emo emo.

no silly moves. =)
2 weeks.
seeing you in 2 days. *eyes twinkling*
loveee.

Cannot pei.

2006-08-07T17:42:00.000+08:00

cannot pei cannot pei cannot pei.
must hope for the best!!!
woosaaaa.

dudeee, this is scary.

just realised about my friends.
love em' to bits.
they backed me up, cheered me up, laughed it off with me.
*smoochhh*

Pfffftttt.

2006-08-06T21:06:00.000+08:00

pei.
he's just called and said my vans shoes no size. when he is getting on his flight later.
chao babi.
i DON'T MISS HIM!
can he just dont come back?
arghhhh. I WANT MY SHOES!
*whines and whines and whines and whines*
i want the vans classic slip-on.
bugger, he cannot call back and tell me earlier la is it.
so, whats my birthday present now?

so thats what i wanted.
but different colour though.

and now i dont get it. ='(

its only 29.99 quid. ='(

Ahhhh, demanding for LOTION!

2006-08-05T22:32:00.001+08:00

ohmygodddddd!!!!!
i need so so so much of lotion to moisturise my hand!
they're not as smooth&soft like they were used to. =(
i know, im damn vain.
shutup.

all thanks to the CHORES!

you know, all those aunties(i knew) used to say,
"wah, your hand so smooth. you prolly dont do chores huh!"
or
"aiyoo, you must be pampered by your parents leh!"

everyone thinks im a brat.
now now, to prove them wrong, I JUST DID!

no, not as in sorting out my clothes in my closet only.
i swept&mop the floor, changed the bedsheets, wash the filter for the air-conditioner, wipe the window and re-arrange furnitures (the small cupboards of course!) !

hmphhh. so pround of myself!
wahh, the aunty side of me. =P

ok lah, i didnt do it on purpose okayy.
i did it because my darling is coming back!
with my shoes! so since im doing it for him, i might as well do it for myself also!
hah, damn pandai.

now no one can say im a brat. nyek nyek nyek.
doing chores is not fun anyway, this is once and for all.
no 2nd time. so tiring man.

but i do am glad that the both rooms are spic&span. =D

lotion ohh lotion~~

my birthday coming. wheeeE!
this year's will be the best. *smiles widely*
and most ppl know why. hehe.

im out.

* * * * *

im worn off. pffft.
damn useless. only a wee bit of work now here pain there pain already.
he kena bruises, my shoulder's aching again.
arhh, kena jinx kah?
and some more damn tired already cannot sleep.
my hair is still...WET! grrhh.

that chao babi sleeping, left me alone.
grrhhh. sien weih. no one is teman-ing me.

darling will be back on the 8th.
sweetsixteen on the 13th.
jinxing day on the 14th till 16th.
love 26th.
cocktail party 2nd sept!

i havent even plan my day out with my girls yet.
eeekks, after test prolly. i promise! =)
must go out, must go out!
no shopping also nehmind!
if i still dont go out, ill really be orang ulu de larh.
ning calls me a potato/squeaky monster. =S

darren&mich, bila you all wanna take me out ronda ronda?
like mother like son. pffft.

Tired, glad, shy, annoyed.

2006-08-04T20:07:00.000+08:00

so tired today. i dont know why but i just am even though i slept before 11.30pm last night. i slept in school for 15minutes-twice/trice. and before chemi starts, i also feel like drop dead tired. funny.

teeheehee, finally. (happy happy)

ngiapp!!! i finally did!!! muahahaha. ahh, so cute. *blush* and you know what, jack was so loud. goddamit. oh, sorry ya, after paying fees i didnt tell you i was leaving. =S

anycheese, i saw him after uh, a week? LOL.
damn pei (more on the frustration side) already in school.
but he made my day. *smooch*
when i walked into the class, the 1st thing i notice was his dreamy face.
gah, damn cute can or not? hehehee.
its not so fun being teased afterall. so the shy man.
thank goodness 1 of his friend wasnt around, that made chemi class quiter, easier to pay attention. =) damn happy, i so wish he dont attend class anymore. hehe.

hah, happy me-on the contrary,
was rather annoyed in school this morning. kinda learnt how to not please people. surprisingly, i didnt go on whining today. i just leave it the way it is. like how i normally beg people to let me know whats going on; it didnt happen this time. i just did my things, as usual. not so bubbly of course. i feel so grown up. lol. of course i still have that curousity in me, but i just damn sien of begging. i do have my ego sometimes! *giggles*

ning went down to kayelle to meet her baby.
bitch, cannot stop flaunting.

3 more days, again. =)
<3

Reminiscence.

2006-08-02T21:48:00.000+08:00

i was reading all my old post in xanga.
dayyum. i had changed so much.
a bit of reminisce is fun.

i've seen the bubbly oh-so-funny side, the grrh, i-hate-you-bitch side or even the sniffs, i-miss so and so's side of me.

and now im back to whining bout missing someone. =P

so many ups and downs.
little pictures though.

eeeeks, should be studying, no?

sikes, i really have got to be more discipline.

Ha...bliss.

2006-08-02T17:59:00.000+08:00

was rather cranky earlier for a non-good morning's morning.
and crankier still without his messages.
but you know, somehow things turn out so nice at the end.
happy sial.

ning and jamie wrote this.

solitude was my nature,
sucide was my game.
revenge was my father,
hate was my middle name.
tears was my companion,
anger made me strong.
darkness was my teritory,
screams were my song.
fairytales are forbidden,
hopes & faith was enemy.
love was forever hidden,
until you came to me.
blazers were my saviours,
as blood ran through my veins.
visons of you crawled in my head,
so help me god, it made me sane.
being tough was foolish,
when weakness conquered my soul.
you've helped me through insanity,
till for you, my heart untold.

i wonder how their mind can come up with words just like that *snap*
i know i definitely dont have the ability to do that. sigh.
they can write liddat to their bfs and the guys will be falling head over heels for em' hor.
so nice right?
if only i can write like that!
if only....

and this was ning's piece of work, too.

Just and ordinary day,started out the same old way.
Then i look into your eyes and knew,
today will be a first for me.
The day i fall in love.
On the day i fall in love,
the sky will be a perfect blue.
Then i'll give my heart forever more,
to someone who is just like you.
The day i fall in love.
people say love is wonderful,
that the bell will ring,
the birds will sing and
the skies will open.
I promise to always be true,
never love deeply unless its you.

my friends are so talented. sigh.
gahh, extra class till 2 tomorrow.

2 more days, just 2.

1 week.
xoxo.

Beatifully stated.

2006-07-31T21:56:00.000+08:00

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will.

You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time.

You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken.

You'll fight with your best friend.

You'll blame a new love for things an old one did.

You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love.

So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.

Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin.

got it from an email.
(PMS-ing)

Biology.

2006-07-31T17:24:00.000+08:00

.... lost interest.
totally tak jadi man.

i told jo i would give it a try by listening.
muahahahaha. but i cannot.

i finally met the trainee.
OMC(ohmycheese), her english...
i dont know how to explain.

and when shes giving explaination,
die terus. i lansung tak faham.

i laughed at the way she speaks, unintentionly
when jan said this,
oi, dont laugh lah.
its damn funny ma.
she still haven't laugh at your bm you laugh at her english.
=/

liddat la as a friend.

I went cuckoo.

2006-07-30T23:04:00.000+08:00

yeahh, so after my mum's nagging i went to tidy up my wrecked closet.
cause im bored. and jo was not free to msg me.
pffft. i tidy up my room! so salah, man.

i took some pics for comparison. muahahaha.

this is wrecked! most girls' closet are like that, aren't they? *shy* my bags and clothes are all jumbled up.

my mum said, "you got a lot of clothes, you know!"

i don't believe. as you can see, my closet is damn small. i was so sure that my clothes can fit in perfectly. =) cause last time, it did!

well, *smiles broadly* tidy or not? my bags are put nicely together, my clothes are arranged accordingly from jackets to hoodies to tees and then jeans.

BUT...

these 2 piles hor, my skirts and quarts gave me problems. sigh.

so, as brilliant as i am....

TADAA~! hahaha. ended up liddat lor. smart eh?

gotta go oink! mwahhsss. im happy. *mwahss.

Happy but busted.

2006-07-30T15:47:00.000+08:00

celaka, why la at this time my mum come luan about the phone bill.
i was still so happy when i just got home.
cause was out with my cousin-she came down from kl.
and then hor, she told me she wont be back for my bday.
i was like "its ok la. my test is 1 day after what."
she said "i got your pressie, will give it to you later."
i was like "oh, okay."

its was a blue box. not wrapped.
then out of curosity, i peep into the bag.
you know what i saw, "true star. beyonce."

so she got me a perfume.
its a set actually. with lotion and a wee bag.
it smells kinda nice. teeheehee.
when i only got her a tee from french connection.
malu betul. *blush*

now i've got the anna sui limited edition, my old paris hilton and tommy hilfiger's.
wheee, im gonna smell so good from now on! *glee*

now the phone bill. gah.
its only almost rm150.
why scream so much when it was used to be like rm200-rm400.
stupid. chao babi.
and my mum is gonna ring that no.
pei. so sampat la.
and you know why, cause i dont wanna tell her who the person is.
blardy hiao.

*tear* dont get to see him tomorrow. grrhhh.

Damn pei.

2006-07-29T14:33:00.000+08:00

Randoms.
muahahaha. learnt a new word from michdarling.
wonder why her son doesnt know how to explain.
pffft.

yes, damn pei.
MEGA SALES starting on the 23rd of August!!!
and i've spent 200 quid in UK.
arghhhhh.
which concludes that I CANNOT SPEND ANYMORE!
woooossaaaa.

but, there's always some exceptional cases. *smirks*
unless i do superbly good in this coming test,
that i doubt i can. damn sad.
its not that i dont want to, its because i've missed important lesssons and its hard for me to get myself prepared within 2 weeks while im still stimmed in most of the subjects:

Chemi-that includes how horrible the trainee is.
Bio-i practically didnt attented any of the classes in 2 weeks!
Physics-all about chapter 2, which i never liked before. plus, i've always day dreamed cause the lessons are kinda well, boring.
Maths-so far gone, LOST!
Add maths - the paper is hell, theres no way i can pass. unless there are some fairy power in me!
History-hah, anyone who know me knows i suck.
BM&EST-half pass 6.
English-hahaha, with the lousy teacher's marking scheme, i think A2 is ok.
Moral-tujuh bidang. thats what i heard from janke-the-hanke. mati terus.

oh goodness me.
based on the above, when worse comes to worse :
8E, 8E, 8E, 7D, 9G, 9G, 5C, 4B, A2 and another 7D.

sigh. sigh. sigh.

and why the heck am i doing here, whining when what i can do is study?
ok nuff'.

Saturdays are boooring.

2006-07-29T13:25:00.000+08:00

i am damn no life la.
when people love sat the most,
i find it super duperly bored.
gah, i've slept intill 12.
was up at 6am.
had a short messaging session till 7.
slept till 10.30. messaged again till 11.
slept in till 12.

whatthecheese?
all i've been doing in none other than wasting half of my day SLEEPING!

and now, im blogging about my no life-ness.
gah.

Just feel like blogging.

2006-07-28T21:24:00.000+08:00

glee.
he likes it! he likes it!
tralalalala~!
*prancing around like a kid*
mind me, im a wee bit siao.
* * *
sleepy me. tired tired.
still not use to the time yet.
* * *
i officially hate add maths.
its getting on my nerves. goddamnit.
blardy circular measure ; go long piak.
other than that,
i have blardily a lot of things to catch up on.
from a.maths to maths, chemi to bio, moral etc.
fuck. so died.
test 2 more weeks.
got my report card.
so fucking shitty.
fuck fuck fuck.
* * *
kenny will be back on the 8th.
woots. hopefully with my shoes. *smirks*

i am so random.
gotta get back to some books. pfffft.

Back to school anyway.

2006-07-27T06:28:00.000+08:00

gah, my long holiday ended already.
and now its time to get back to reality. *cries*
how i wish those 2weeks is coming instead of ending.
pffft. will be off to school in 20 minutes.
counting down for exams now i shall say.

i wanna go back there, again.

Anyone miss me?

2006-07-26T00:27:00.000+08:00

wheee, im back!! anyone miss me?! =P

gosh, my trip was splendid. so many cute and nice people. my butt hurts so much cause i've sat too long on the plane. my tummy is buldging out because i ate too much. *cries* the weather now at home (in M'sia) is goddamn hot!! i feel so warm even though the fan is on! i spend so much that im all broke! *teary eyes*

okayy, enough bout that. so yeah, it was FUN FUN FUN. the weather is so nice lah! even though its summer in both Leeds and Edinburgh, the whether is still so chilly. but Edinburgh is way way cooler compare to Leeds. and im Malaysia, so the very hot and humid laaaaa~! beh tahan nia.

my brother's housemates are super nice! can't believe i can actually click with them. in fact, my whole family and them got along well. we went out for dinner, drinks and a day out in Harewood. fun. i miss their craziness already!! especially Ploy, which i didnt get to take pics with cause she's busy working. =( oh, talking bout pictures, i took a shitloads!! almost a thousand eh!! but i still haven't uploaded yet. damn tak larat.

let's see how much i've spent. teeheehee.

Gap -------------------- £15.98
NewLook --------------- £9.00
Levi's ------------------- £15.00
Dorothy Perkin's -------- £4.00
Gregg's ------------------ £2.99
Barrott ------------------ £3.00
Zara --------------------- £20.00
Bench -------------------- £12.50
Sport's World ------------- £6.93
HR Leeds ----------------- £8.00
Edindurgh ----------------- £9.95
CK ------------------------- £20.00
French Connection --------- £42.50
Marks&Spencer ------------ £2.00
Perfume(duty free) --------- £28.00
______________________________
Total ----------------------- £199.85

oh shut up and dont CONVERT!
that includes souveniers anyway.
counted alright eh?
oh goodness me, i gotta do more saving already!
damn regret now lah.

stupid brother. stupid York.
guilt free shopping some more. =S

overall i went to Manchester the 1st day, York 2nd, my bro's convocation the 3rd, 4th till 8th in Edinburgh, 9th city shopping and 1oth in Harewood.

i am damn tired already.
wanna go eat then sleep. told ya, im growing fat fat fat!
supper is gonna be my 5th meal! =S

school's on thursday. gahh.
i miss Ploy, Ik Eng and everyone is Claremont Grove.
*lazy to change size and colour of my wordings. yawns.

Hello from Edinburgh!!!

2006-07-20T18:39:00.000+08:00

helloooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!

bet you guys miss me, eh? LOL.
im in Edinburgh, Scotland.
damn pretty weih the city!!
im going back to leads tomorrow morning and will be on the plane on monday!
yikees, i so dont wanna come back.
so many leng chais, so many dirt cheap stuff to shop. *yum*

i miss ya'll!!!!!

ngiap : how's school and tuition without me? boring eh? how is he? *giggles*

i have uh, 500 pics in my cam and more in my bro's and dad's.
must wait for the pictures yo!

love lotssssss. mwahhs.

A bit siao.

2006-07-13T21:21:00.000+08:00

.....perhaps a lot.
i wanna blog puas puas.
so here are some pics.
bo liao pics to be precise.

making these hand-carry. my cap-from Ning, my heels-the cute 1 i was talking about (i dont know why is it doing here though. hehe. and whatever you see, im bringing.

my almost-done-packing baggage. im bringing so a lot of things! my red flowery dress from edc.

my already-done-packing baggage. neat eh?

clockwise : sunnies, glasses, accessories, fcuk's belt (love it, must bring.) and cap heh.

yesh, bad combination of denim. >.<

somethings to keep me alive!

my favourite top.

its red right? hehe. the flash is too bright. MNG's. only rm39. goodness. the material is sooo soft. so nice. if i didnt buy, i'll sure regret. =P

* * * * *

I miss ya'll already.

2006-07-13T19:29:00.000+08:00

ning was so random today.
she wished me HappyAdvanceBirthday!

*during chemi*

happy...
huh?
owh, happy er, early birthday!! =D
apa pasal? siao. my b'day still long la. eh, whats the date today??!
13.07.06.
*thinks* owh ok, still a month's time la. thanks anyway. =)

*turns to jan whose busily copying notes*

oi, why never wish me happy b'day?
whatt? your b'day still so long.
its 13th today. wish me, faster! 1 month's time to my b'day!
aiyah, dont want la.
yerr, you liddat 1 er. i sad la.
i syok making you sad how? i will only wish you next month on the 13th.
*grumbles*

*turns back to copy my notes*

i know, damn funny right?

ohoh, i miss you people de lah! *sniffs*
so many people sayang me.
so many people wishing me to have a safe trip.
so many people gave me hugs.
and worse of all,
so many people knows about it. pffft.

it doesnt make any difference if i blog about it or not.
siao-ness. i bet all teachers in the staff room knows. =S

im gonna miss (for 2 weeks) :
- nasi kandar
- my bed, my teddy, my baby pillow (hehehe. *blush*)
- my songs in iTunes
- my friends
- SCHOOL, Brandon
- canteen food
- walking around the school compound
- laughing away during every lessons
*~and most of all~*
- my morning messages from him.

yum, off to dinner at kayu's.
pray for me that my diarrhoea goes away.
TIU la. kayu some more.

I cannot sleep.

2006-07-09T22:32:00.000+08:00

arghh. im so tired already ; like drop dead tired.
my eyes just feel like shutting yet my brain is not letting me!!
grrhh. i hate it when this happens.
im not tired enough to knock out straight.
if only you get what i mean.
damn it. so so so so siennn.
i am so panda-fied.
my dark circles are scary. =S

i wanna go upper penang road for footie with tim and kelv.
its gonna be so so so much fun.

this form 5 guy is getting up on my nerves.
im still patient enough not to use FUCK.
eg :
think = thing
form = from
so salah la weih, form 5 standard. gah.

i hear my friend say cgl studen english vry good wan ar~??
i dont know. mostly i guess.
guess?? wat ??
oh nevermind.
haha. nice to meet you.
me too. (saja, layan)
hehe.
(cannot layan already)
i got to go de. byebye.
bye. see ya. let chat next time.

ohmycheese, cannot tahan betul.
he is BLOCKED!
so blardy annoying.
i so cannot withstand this type of english, hes from SXI.

=.="

ughh, im so mean.
i feel so guilty.
i just made someone not to bet for tonight's match.
die man, such a control freak. =S
4 year once and i said NO!
goodness, what was i thinking. died la.

Great day out.

2006-07-09T18:49:00.000+08:00

owhh, i had so much fun today.
except that im still dead tired.
so so sleepy man.
only 4 hours of sleep. =S
that may be a lot for others but im so not use to it.

so me, ning and kelv went cdk for their food fair.
for the performance actually.
kelv's friend was dancing.
woahh, i tell you... no comments.
we went for a short while only, cause it was so freaking hot!!
bumped into jinpei-ex classmate in ELS.
saw sandor, he tagged along with us to gurney.

went there, FOOSBALL!
oh my cheese, so fun weih.
i team up with sandor vs kelv.
i dont know shot how many goals and the insisted i 'am kong' 1.
and my new nick - ka rin chan.
stupid sandor. he kept on 'you suck'!

bought my bag. *happyhappy*
its not black or white neither denim.
its dirty green. rm69.90. i feel so broke now.
got my sunnies from vincci temporary. hehe. its cutee!

lunch and movie tick was free.
HAHAHAHA!
movie ticks i forgot to pay la actually.
met tim, teikki, teikki wei, glacius and another 2 i dont know their names. LOL.
saw swee queen also. so damn pretty. jealous.
watched love undercover 3-canto movie.
damn hilarious that it kept me awake throughout the movie.

today was fun, very very fun.
hugged so many people. so nice.
and oh, i was the youngest and shortest there. swt.
ning wore heels so shes much taller.
2 girls with 7 guys. LOL.

Italy vs France.
pasta vs fries.
rome vs paris.
i am supporting italy!

not going school tomorrow~! wheeeE!

Go go Portugal!

2006-07-08T21:04:00.000+08:00

woots, tonight Germany vs Portugal.
im rooting for Portugal yo! ricardo *drools*

oh, tomorrow gonna be so tired.
i woke up at 9 this morning and i didnt nap at all.
then later tonight 3am till 5am is the match.
tomorrow have to get up by 8++ or latest 9.
kelvkoko picking me up at 10 for CDK food fair.
lunch, movie and shop in gurney till latest 6.
reach home prolly around 7.
then dinner.
hopefully i get to get some shut eyes before the match at 2am.
then school on monday waking up at 6.

grrhhh. hopefully i get to skip school la. *cheeky grin*
its gonna be a maximun 3 hours of sleep if i cant get some shut eyes sunday evening.
so damn dead la liddat.

ohoh, shopping tomorrow. tra la la la la~!
someone like me just cannot resist.
i just hope ning can stop me. =S
i am very spendthrift so died la liddat.
but i need to get some necessary stuff la.
example,
M Y B A G!
grrhh. i need 1 so badly.
a moderate 1 that i can shove everything in it
and most importantly, multi-purpose.

i need to, i have to get it in either black, white or denim!

so that it can go with any other colour of my clothes.
i am caring less about the price, all i need now is a B-A-G!
(i've been whining about bags for a month or so already! =P)

countdown : 6 more days!

Yay-ness.

2006-07-05T16:12:00.000+08:00

Randoms.
Our school's ex teacher Ms Teoh passed away yesterday.
she was once my maths teacher. (emo for a sec)

yay-ness 1, ngiappy is backk!!
and she's going to school tomorrow.
and im gonna storytell her so many things!

yay-ness 2, bloody Germany lost!
woots! this is so fun.
too bad i didnt get to watch em' lose with my own eyes.
my alarm clock didnt wake me up! idiot.

yay-ness 3, yummy pasta from ning for b'fast.
it was cheesiliscious! yumm.
i ate a bit during pj before teacher came in.
well, not a bit lah.
i gobbled it down within 15 minutes. hehehe.
sharing a few mouths with gla, kim, mich, ning and rach.
(was suppose to be eaten during recess!)

yay-ness 4, im watching tonight's match!
Portugal vs France.
yeshh, im all out for Portugalll~!!!
must win, must win.
must meet Italy in the finals! woots.

yay-ness 5, MrDavid is teaching us English next week onwards!
and we dont have to see that IndraMakhota's face!!
woopdeedooo! =D

yay-ness 6, Brandon misses us!
awh, so sweet. so damn layan.

yay-ness 7, PnGan sayangs me!
i passed her her belated tcher's day pressie
and she sayang-ed me! wheeee~!
and PnChang praised me and ning for doing things fast.
LOL. being praised and sayang is fun!

yay-ness 8, cutting hair and shopping this weekend or next.

yay-ness 9, im leaving penang in 8 more days! woootsss!~

yay-ness 10, im done with this post.
im hungry. hunting for food. i miss my sayang.

Physics PEKA tomorrow.

Happy happy me.

2006-07-02T19:53:00.000+08:00

Randoms.
1) i whine a lot. i think im being overly pampered by my parents and friends.
conclusion,i am spoilt. bad bad bad.
2) im changing to support portugal. (still thinking about it!)

yay, i finally did some shopping.

i finally got my shoe. well, heels to be precise.
i know, me wearing heels? *eye bulging out*
well, not exactly those type that is 3 iches high.
mine is the 1 inch that makes me look no difference type. hehe.
damn feminine weii.
its from nose-bronze, satin texture and girly. LOL.
very cute. and the price is reasonable too. =D

other than that, i got a pair of jeans, shorts, tank top and 2 skirts.
and a denim jacket from hollister.
wheeee, but i want more jeans!! another 1 will do actually!

i saw this cute denim crop top from esprit.
damn cute i want it!!
at 1st i thought it was rm169,
but when i really check on it, its rm229/rm299!!!
i know right, so expensive. ='(

now that i got almost everything for the trip,
i still need a god damn bag to shove my stuff in it during the trip.
and god, i cant fine any! =S
the type that can go along with any type of outfit!!

happy happy.
getting my hair trim in a week plus time ;
a day before im off.
and a week to get other stuff like the bag and jeans. =)

Horrible matches.

2006-07-02T11:42:00.000+08:00

i tell you, yesterday's match was horrible.
damn disappointing to me can.
i was rooting for England and Brazil and whatthefuck turn out?
THEY DIDNT FUCKING GET INTO THE SEMIs.

so now, Germany vs Italy then Portugal vs France.
how can liddat one.
no more kaka and lampard. *tear*
now jo get to boast the hell outta himself saying c.ronaldo is good.
which i cannot much deny, cause he *shamefulness* is GOOD.

what was gerrad and lampard thinking when it comes to penalty shoot outs?
bahhhh. idiots. i was so sure they'll get in it.
and stupid portugal left c.ronaldo for the last.
i told mike

this fella, sure in de lah. england gone.
can or not 1?
dont believe me now? you watch and see.
=/ hehehehe.
told you right.

went to kayu around 4+ for supper,
france goaled. wah, chiak beh lok nia.
and i just realised there are more france's fans than brazil's.
sad sad sad.

gah, getting my shower then off to lunch.
i might prolly do some shopping.
lalalala~!

Random.

2006-06-30T22:03:00.000+08:00

Randoms.
i just thought of posting up pictures.

cheryl.

she is so cute can die dot com.

i miss the sweetheart.

i wanna abduct her. =P

anyone wants to help me?! =D

kyoote and kyooter. =D

cute&smart brats. no, se-ri-ous-ly, they are smart.

7 Deadly Sins.

2006-06-30T14:00:00.000+08:00

Your sin has been measured. You have committed many sins, but Sloth is the mortal sin that has done you in. Just below, discover your full sinful breakdown and learn what it is about you that codemns you to hell.

Greed:	Medium
Gluttony:	High
Wrath:	Medium
Sloth:	High
Envy:	Medium
Lust:	Medium
Pride:	Medium

Take the Seven Deadly Sins Quiz

HAHAHAHA! do check it out!

as you can see, im B-O-R-E-D!
no school, no tuition.
laze around at home.
damn no life.
buhh. i wanna go faces for dinner then to the beach with kim and gla!
but as the slothful me, hehehehe.

Germany vs Argentina tonight. =)
died, everyone is taking Germany.
Argentina is gonna lose out. ='(

'lrite. gotta bounce already.
gonna have lunch and die outta boredom.

Turn-offs.

2006-06-28T22:46:00.000+08:00

Whatthecheese la.
this month's turn-offs are goddamit-ly a lot!
buhh.

when i finally have something to turn me on,
theres gotta be something to turn me off-badly!

sob sob.
no more morning messages.
no ngiappy for me to whine to every morning.
(not like totally dont have, for a week lah!)
no more midnight calls.
no more tentang-ing that often.
no more footie talks.
and worse still,
i wont be seeing him till next week.
im still up with my flu and cough. fishes.

how the cheese am i suppose to start my day la liddat.
grrhhh. the lil sis is so mean. =/

i shall cheese myself up with books and more books.
(as if i can liddat!) =P

stupid, im so emo this week. buhh.

Sick.

2006-06-27T21:47:00.000+08:00

no, its nothing to do with the previous post.
i am sick, as in *ahhh chooooo* sick. LOL.

so, i had fun in school.
things are well, settled lah~! damn lazy to give a fuck bout it anyway.
was talking to jo about this whole thing, he's fine, im fine.
my girls were insane.
having them around just feel so great.
we gossip about facts! bwahahahaha~!
and we played with chemicals.

buhhhs.
bitch of all bitches ; *she* backstabbed me...AGAIN!
its not like i dont know her or some'in.
i just didnt realise how lifeless she can get.
i cheesily pity youuu~! *pouty lips*
spreading rumours that is so UNTRUE,
damn no life la can.
i mean, go ahead.
i seriously dont give a damn, 2 fucks or 3 shits.

im thinking about *him* accepting *her* if *her* asked *him* back.
LOL. that has gotta be a joke. lawak.
but dayum, *her* is ganas okayy. feroucious. *cheeky grin*
sue me for being such a paranoid,
i cant help it. =D

woop dee doo, i wanna go get my karangan done.
i hate her lah, demerits all the time. TIU! =P

Sick and tired.

2006-06-26T22:04:00.000+08:00

all these bitches out there have no life. goddamnit. what can they do other than bitch, bitch, bitch and bitch? is that what life is all about?

i am at the very verge of breaking down just now. in fact, i did. i got teary eyes. and boy, its so nice when someone dear to you is there to pamper you-to make you feel better. i was indeed very lucky. that fucking bastard didnt care. he was still damn bubbly with me. and i was, of course ; rather ticked off by that.

i settled with him. gonna talk to ning about it in school to sort things CLEAR! i am still very pissed off. not by him only;those bitches as well- really got on my grills. you ppl will be thinking 'you already said they're bitches, why do you even bother? they no life la okay~!'

its not like i want to. its the harsh comments they gave without realising it hurts ppl. saying im single minded, well, yes i am. but saying my r'ship not gonna last longer than 3 weeks? what is that crap you tell me?

i am damn tired already. when i thought things were steady, theres always heaps of obstacles popping up. that life, ey? i dont know how long my patients can last. i dont know when this bullcrap will end. i dont know whats faith. i dont know anything, and everything.

i am so fail to be living right now at this bloody moment!

i was though enough this time. i need not do anything stupid, at all. =)

Moodcrasher.

2006-06-25T22:38:00.000+08:00

fuck la.

i am so kek ki now. it is so whatthefuck-ish okay. she suddenly came up and teased me. wait no, US. it was actually nothing. tau pun her attitude is liddat. but then, whatthefuck la. by spreading this makes her happy, so she ter-intend to tell XXX. knn la. damn tulan her i tell you.

and just because i confronted her she said, 'wah, beh tong the both of you.'
tiu man, i'm all emo now. i was the damn bubbly girl just now.
moodcrasher. fuck.

he is trying to cheer me up, but i damn cannot tahan.
cannot, i mean CANNOT!
fuck la, she didnt intend to apologise. tiu.

German Snouts.

dry gin-ish. it taste like acid i tell you. it'll burn your throat. but it smells damn good. yum.

that was soemthing random that can cheer me up, behind those bottles was good memories. =)

Mood swing-ing.

2006-06-24T10:48:00.000+08:00

yeah, my mood was swinging yday.
for a min i can be so bubbly, and the next thing you know im so shy.
then im back to the hyperactive then emo-ed then bubbly again.

my mood swinging scares me sometimes.
they came so random and i just dont know how to deal with them.
stuuu-pid.

like for instance, yday during chemi tuition. =S
i was so shy i would have burried my face into any hole i can find. *blush*
when i got home, i was back to the bubbly mode.
then for a sec i know, im throwing tantrums after dinner. LOL.
and when i go online, diedED.
got so emo after knowing so a lot of things. =S
after that, when i talked to jo on the phone, diedED.
i sounded so hyperactive and he thinks im not sleepy. pfft.

this is siao. i was on the phone for alomost 3 hours last night!
holy cheese and maccaroni, i was calling HP.
now my phone bill is gonna exploade.
and soon to hear screamings about it. ='(

hohoho, im going batu later tonight.
not the beach party though.
i might just pop over to check out my cutie, Roshan from K-Town-Clan.
die, hes so hot. *drools*

anyway, i hope i'll take more pics this time.
havent cam-whore for quite some time already.
hehe.

KAKA IS HOT~~!
(thats so random! LOL.)

cheeses crust, jo is such a sportsman and im just a bumm. =(
so sad la. hes so active and im still, just a BUMM!
he is so tall, and im shorter than his younger sis.
wah, damn sad can die already.
='(

Die Sejarah, dieee!

2006-06-22T18:43:00.000+08:00

i was a wee bit happy just now knowing my turn will be tomorrow for that bloody presentation.
nyahahahaha.
but, (there's always a but) *sigh* im still so lazy.
although mine is easy compared to those that already did today, i still dont know how to memories it by heart. *squeals*
when it comes to sejarah, i'll feel like sleeping. diedED.
im hoping that janice takes all the time in the world to be done with her presentation. *fingers crossed* but no matter what, my turn will still come. *double sigh*

thank goodness i didnt have to do it today.
cause my mind was practically B-L-A-N-K!
all i know is protugal won mexico by 2 - 1
and cristiano ronaldo wasnt playing. *giggles*

talking about cristiano ronaldo,
why is there so many of his fans just out of the pink came on telling me he is HOT?
i think he is rather not. (jo is gonna kill me if he reads this)
i cannot deny that he is skillful but, HOT meh?
died. =.= i think KAKA is way way better. =D
*slaps self* (no drooling!)

i think i better get back to my books now. *whines*
before i get o/10 for sejarah tomorrow. *whines again*
yays, he'll be back soon. *gleefulness*

i love compliments.
chem : your work is very neat.
maths : wow, you're fast. (to the class) see, 1 of your friends already finish her homework.
rach : (out of the pink) you're pretty today.

die die die die. bangga siao.
hehehehehe. *blush*

I thought ......

2006-06-21T00:01:00.000+08:00

2006 2006 could be really memorable.
it was so close to be it. sigh.
oh welli welli. we shall see.
a bit or maybe very emo-ed.

She's not bad.

2006-06-20T15:21:00.000+08:00

my addmaths teacher is not that bad afterall. i kinda quite like her bonus marks crap. cause i was the 1st one who got the bonus +20! and now tak ada de, cause other teachers dont do that.
she said 'wow, very good, your work is NEAT!'
i was like, hehehehe *blush*
she was nice la, not as bad as i thought for the 1st time.
just that, she talks a wee bit goodnessly fast. =S

i was damn clumsy today.

other than that, i had fun skipping recess!!~

and spend it in physics lab.

sikes, i dont get to watch england's match for the 1st time!
all thanks to ...... >=(
the match is too late anyway. and i have school.
i only get to watch germany vs ecuador!
i hope it'll be nice. =)

ngiap : i talked to him.....again! hahahahaha~! no stories though. we are still tentanging each other! hahahaha.

my hottie. mine, all mine!

Frank Lampard. so hot, yeah?

KAKA! ohmygod, so cute can die laaa liddat.

so so so much hotter than cristiano ronaldo. hehe. jo is damn jealous. =P

today is 20.06.2006. =)

I'll be missing you.

2006-06-19T21:48:00.000+08:00

so yeah, today was brandon's last day.
we gave him M&M's, Choc bar and the most precious-
Elvis Presley's Golden Hits Album.
yeup. he loves it. he said he'll treasure it.
and he said our class was the funniest-the best!
*sniffs* maths and addmaths lesson will never be the same without him.
all and all, he had lots of fun in our class, thats for sure.
he sang honesty-horrible i tell you. LOL.
and he told us jokes and his stories. funny shit.
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damn tekan in tuition today.
i saw him-so cute.
after tuiton ; during dinner.
*phone rang*

how she knows one?
how i know laa. she msg you?
no, she msg XX and i msg her back.
eh, how come like that?
i also dont know.
died. this is crazy. i'm so dead tomorrow.
you wont la. i will.
how come?
i will die 1st laaa~!

short convo cause both of us have to cabut makan.
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she thinks i hate him.
but i think i dont anymore.
she backfired me, what can i do?
indeed i find him too annoying but i dont fucking hate.
i wonder how things are going on.
i just damn tak larat to explain anymore further.
sickening crap. like its totally my fault. fuck.
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no footie for me tonight. sleeping by 11.
does he wants to replace kaka? *grins*
i dont like cristiano ronaldo.
he is not hot!

Bad mood swings.

2006-06-18T22:17:00.000+08:00

well, i was in a very bad mood half an hour ago.
that was before i talk to jo on the phone.
cause i beh syok my parents. LOL.
moreover, my bloody hp gone bonkers.
jojakuun said he hates motorola-lousy.
me and him really bertentangan on A LOT of things.
but the funny thing is, we got along well. haha.
we still have things in common anyway. teehee.

'lright, i'll put up the pics i took at the mansion 32.

the view from where i'm sitting.

this is rather blurred. i took before i order my food.

my starter. garlic bread and some very creamy soup. yumm.

main course - super nice grilled cod fish. yumm.

dessert - vanilla ice cream and chocolate mouse (a bit too sweet.)

thats all about food. my dad had steak and my mum had lamb.

this is nice, eh? i like. =)

thats all for pics. the view and food is nice! go try!!!

now, its time for my bloody whining!!my hp has gone fucking insane.i told my dad effin' times to go check on it.and fuck, he didnt wanna listen.and now, i cant fucking message!it'll just hang like fuck.i am so pissed. told him so many times already okayy!and the battery is always flat even though i've charged it!so fucked up i tell you. THIS IS REALLY GETTING ON ME!

and MY BLOODY BLOG TOO! FUCK IT!

Having butterflies.

2006-06-18T09:09:00.000+08:00

EARLY IN THE MORNING AT 9!
goddamit, and i am smiling gleefully.
whatthecheese is wrong with me laa!

anyway, italy and usa draw. diedED.
jo didnt woke me up.
my brand new alarm clock aint working.
LOL.

ngiappy and i had a conversation yesterday night.
im actually afraid to tell ning whats going on .
cause she'll be asking me to go long piak/tiao hai.
or even better, go jump down the rubbish bin like what ngiappy said.
or go long great wall of China.
im seriously wandering whats ning's reaction would be after me telling her the thing. LOL. damn lawak i tell you.
im gonna be her dumbest friend that can survive in 2006!

i am ke si-ing and he is ke si-ing too.
SO FAIL!
cant get anything out of anyone. grrhh.
and both of us ended up kam kai-ing. (canto)
___________________________________________

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!
gonna treat him for lunch in 32, near garage.
woo-hoooo, the food is good. and the view too. =)
___________________________________________

i want to watch runaway vacation and tokyo drift. anyone?

Footie-bond.

2006-06-17T23:09:00.000+08:00

okay, i think im having this footie-bond with the guys!
so died. especially with jo.
like what else do we talk about other than footie, i wonder? LOL.
diedED mann. and there's still guys who doesnt watch footie.
=.="
and there's also guys who bet like crazy. =S
and there's also guys who like to chang4 fan2 tiao4 with me. grrrr.
i am naming myself as SmallFootieFan.
so siao i know.

ngiappy : hehehehehehe. you'll see me as crazy as gla. smiling like an idiot!

i am worried, how things changed after brandon left. we'll probably be in some sort of millitary camp under than lion-ness's control. she will just screw us for anything we do without knowing the truth/asking the truth. we'll suffer from her punishment without doing a thing. we'll miss brandon and finally know how to treasure him. but all and all, its too late.

shit, so emo. ngiappy la.
oh well, he still have to continue with his studies of course.

closest we can get.
someone elaboarte that to me please. thanks!

ITALY MUST WIN!!!

Double happiness.

2006-06-16T13:54:00.000+08:00

hohoho, im smiling like an idiot.
today is just too good a day for me. *smiles*

for 1, ENGLAND WON! 2-0
oh yes, im so happy. =)
lampard is hot and he is not an idiot!! bleh.
gerrad's goal was awesome and crouch?
he was just plain lucky thats all.
terry saved the goal, entao gila.

and 2, i passed my maths!
i love love love love brandon so so so much.
boi, the saying is so true.
' you'll only appriciate someone when they're not around. '
okay, its some sort like that! =D
he passed me!! he passed me!! *smiling gleefully*
his FelixTheCat pencil box is so cute. hehe.
was bugging him for my marks and ning took it away from him!
oh, and he smells good! seriously, smell of cologne.
HAHAHA! i didnt sniff him on purpose though.
i was standing beside him, thats all. =)

i am very tired, tuition from 3 till 7. died.
very very sleepy. *yawns*

my mum had this conversation with me this morning.
(i was whining that im sleepy and talking about football)

you better dont sleep in school or tuition! go drink coffee or something.
donwan laaa~
last time when you're bro was around, he'll be screaming because his fav team scored. and now when i thought i could have peace, you pulak took over his job.
whatt laa~ not intended ma. damn exciting one you know. thank god trinidad off side er!
yeah, i heard that last night. you are very loud you know?
oh really? its okay la. 1 month nia.
*big big sigh*

HAHAHAHAHA! im sleepy. going tuition in a while.
seeing . =D

brandon very lau beh one.
but he is so nice to me CanDie if i dont get him anything.
how nice if that lion-ness dont teach us.

Anyone iterested?

2006-06-15T22:49:00.000+08:00

oh i forgot.
if your interested, let me know ya!
=)

Birthday wishes.

2006-06-15T22:42:00.000+08:00

yay, my SabrinaSweeite is turning 15~!
hahaha.
so here i am wishing you a gloriously happy 15th birthday!
have a good day on your special day!
all the best in your studies!
i love youu!
hugs&kisses.

ps - terpaksa wish you here. your not online, my phone no credit. hahaha.

Honesty.

2006-06-14T23:14:00.000+08:00

holy cheeses crust, that bloody song is stuck in my head.
it is repeating itself again and again. =S

Honesty is such a lonely word

Everyone is so untrue

Honesty is hardly ever heard

And mostly what I need from you

and this all thanks to sooltan.
im so doomed.
my history, i did till pg 25 only. *cackles*
when i need to finish till pg 59. =P

I didn't fail MORAL!

2006-06-14T15:11:00.000+08:00

yes, i sangat bermoral!!
=D
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i fancy sooltan damn a lot.
HAHAHAHAHA!~
no, seriously. he is damn siao.
he is not shy afterall. pffft.
4 Terampil was ferocious! LOL.
seriously, after he leaves, i bet during maths/add maths,
we wouldnt have so much fun already.
*sigh of relieve and together with fear*
we bullied him kau kau during class yet he was laughing.
so brotherly, yeah? *gag*
anyway, he was damn layan today. hehe.
MichelleAnne, kacang melupakan kulit-nya.
she is damn gai. memalukan me in class. i was a lil pissed off. but nawh,
im an angel, how can i be mad? i dont wanna get wrinkly so fast!
oh yes, that fake angel i addressed turned into a real angel
and then an A student.
wait for a sec, a sentimental A students. *smacks forehead*
he is so lame CanDieDotCom. *wipes off sweat on my forehead*
*
*
*
'undoubtedly, your class of course.' *guffaw*
that line was........damn layan. =D

i dont want him to leave.
get this right, he is 1 young and helluva great teacher i've known.
though he's teaching wasnt that good. but yes, he is a nice teacher.
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i like him.
ngiappy and kimmy know who he is.

im not sure if i am really happy yet.
at lease i did it with no regret.
other than thinking myself as a thick-faced bitch.
im rather relieved that i did it. =)
i wont think too much already, i promise.

CGL's singing competition!

2006-06-13T18:29:00.000+08:00

wheee, deedee won 1st runner up. *sob*
i thought she could win 1st.
damn geram i tell you.
but overall, it was damn funny cheering and jeering.
muahahahahaha. lawak sial.
i wonder how some of them got in this competition.
all lari tune one.

anyway, i got a B for my EST. pheww.
and i wasnt that sad to fail my maths after all. =)
for the 1st time ever, brandon laugh with us, not laugh at us!
*i didnt know he has that sense of humour in him*
he was too good to add for mich a bloody 6 marks! that was a lot okayy! i wonder can ms ho do that to us for the next term. =/
ahh, whatever. im gonna miss him (yikes, PUKE!)
to be precise, missing him for adding us marks!
(which he didnt do it to me!) =S
ning called him an angel(cause he added 1 mark so that she didnt fail) but i yelled back "FAKE ANGEL". he looked up and look at his papers...again. stupid.
and janice loves him instead of me. ='(
for the same reason (adding marks)! geee.
michelle too!!! =(
now no one loves me. ='(

jan screamed so loud when she saw her pressie.
she was like OH MY GODDDD because she loves it.
(i can put it that way.) =P

buhh, im bored.
getting history marks tomorrow. diedd.

Tiu la!

2006-06-12T22:42:00.001+08:00

just found out i kena pranked for twice and i cant recognise that person.
who the heck can be so dumbdeedoo as me? grrrhhhh.
TIU laaaa~!!!
japan vs australia 1 - 3.

this is shit.

today is SO NOT my day! 'nuff said.

How can this be it?

2006-06-12T17:22:00.000+08:00

this is so ridiculous.
i failed my best subject-maths. (buu-huu, i know!)
in fact, im failing anything that has gotta do with calculations.
i mean, im not a pro-er in it, but still, i dont score that bad.
and now, i failed. its so fucking ridiculous.

i failed add maths and prolly physics.
because that is li2 suo3 dang1 ran2.
add maths was so fucking hard and physics, i didnt study.
so yes, even if i fail physics, i wont whine/grumble.
and something so so surprising happened, i didnt fail chem. =)
okay, i didnt do good, but the fact that i didnt fail when i know nuts bout the essay, i was happy. yes, siao.

and the worse thing was, most ppl think i'll do damn good in both maths and add maths.
JUST BECAUSE I FUCKING PAY ATTENTION AND THEY DONT!
bloody FUCKERS!
and when they ask something like

so, what did you get for add maths?
i failed.
HUH? *stares at me blankly* you what?
I FAILED OKAY!
then how much you got?
27.
*look at me shockingly* oh.

OR

(i started the convo by giggling away)
i failed maths! muahahahaha.
how can?
why not. i got 31 only.
*tell friend* she fail maths, what about us?

i then walked away.
=.= "

buhhh, ppl will now think im paying attention on him, instead of his teaching due to my fucking retarded marks that someone like me shouldnt be suppose to get.
great, just great. what has gone wrong with my calculations, i wonder.
its definitely so so so wrong. *pout*
but thank goodness, hes leaving next week.
but the new teacher is so fierce im scared. *tear*
from next week onwards, i gotta bring add maths&maths textbook. cis.

Football fever!

2006-06-11T02:34:00.000+08:00

currently - 2.30 am.

was watching england vs paraguay at 9 pm.
damn disappointing, england's performance damn mediocre.
they could have done better. ish.
thought the score might be 2-1 or 3-1. =(
ended up 1-o. 1 is own goal some more. its so wtf. @$%!~

anycheese, i watched the sweden vs trinidad&tobago at 12am.
sad, o-o. pity sweden. they tried so hard. but too bad, luck wasnt with them.
but the game was damn chun, very agressive. =D

im waiting for argentina vs ivory coast at 3am. =D
*pray that argentina score many many goals*
my only hope. teeheeheee.

but dayum, i didnt get to watch germany vs costa rica on 9th june.
grrrr. everyone tempting me saying that its nice and bla bla bla.

as you can see, im nuts over football.
i rather sacrifice sleep for world cup okay!!
thank goodness WC last for a month and
it only happens 4 years once.
if not, i die!

boyfriend for the month : WC
(i know it makes ppl happy!)

i am damn sleepy okayy.
i woke up at 5, nap for an hours plus and now im staying up till 5am again.
great, just great. *yawns*
the match better be exciting!!!

Happy Sweet 16.

2006-06-10T16:14:00.000+08:00

this post is dedicated to miss Atiyya Zulkarnain!!!!
happy birthday!!
i loveee you!

(read this and cry, tia. LOL.)

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GLACIUS DADII is backkk! =D

Half dead.

2006-06-10T12:29:00.000+08:00

finally, anual parade ended.
woaahh, damn hot can die.
the weather was worse compare to both days during rehersal.
and my position was damn chun, right in front where the sun is directly glaring at my face.
o.O "
and because of that, im now 2 tonned.
damn geram okayy. its dark, not tanned. @#$%^!~
and its damn obvious some more.

to my girlfriends, they'll be so dead in school this monday.
nyahahahahaha.
i'll be whining like a mad bitch, as usual.
and you ppl will be damn sick of it.
teeheeheehee.

and oh, link 8-they are so damn cute, they won 1st under kids category.
gosh gosh, they march also damn gaya okayy!
ke kanan lurus and everything.
wahhh, i really wanna abduct the shortest girl lah!
she is so cute can die mann!
they march so neat, and the commander is even louder than garfield.
=.='

Jit Sin won 1st, BM high won 2nd. and PFS actually got 6th.
=.='
wtfff?
i didnt even know they exist!!!~ grrrrrr.

this is 1 hella experience that i dont wanna experience no more.
it is damn scary seeing ppl faint all over the place. *shrugs*
they faint and lie down on the grass,
can you imagine how dirty the grass is? ewwww. *shurgs again*
i pity those 1st aiders. running everywhere.
must be really tired at the end of the day.
nyahahahahaha. =P

im gonna blow dry my hair and knock off.
tak tahan already. =S back aching.
tuition later. @#$%^&!~

ZzzzZzzz.

2006-06-08T22:50:00.000+08:00

i am so friggin tired. =S
the uniform inspection wasnt that bad afterall. =)
but the rehersal was. and the weather was so HOT!
and no doubt a lot of ppl fainted. LOL.
(im not 1 of them. *kembang*)
a lot of ppl i mean a lot ok, it was scary.
theres this girl, she fainted when the 2nd rehersal begins.
gosh, and when the rehersal ended, shes still lying on the floor,
unconscious i think.
damn scary right? its so long and she cant wake up.
yikes, heat stroke prolly. =S

anycheese, my body aching like shit.
ughh, tomorrow tuition some more.

i cant wait to exchange story with ning this monday. woots!
and she got damn lots of hickey. woops, i cannot tell. =P

oh, that shaggy dog is damn annoying can. ughhh.
CanDieDotCom. *grrrrr*
he came today, cause ms chow cant make it.
and knn, he got lots to say.
so friggin annoying.
he thinks hes so ho liao like that.
act gau gau. beh tahan nia. pfffft.
stupid, annoying and hideous looking dog.
im so mean. =P

Dayyum.

2006-06-08T00:16:00.000+08:00

Dav is making me damn emo. thankyouverymuch. now im missing someone. ngiappy, i ont wanna miss him la weii! now im so damn emo can die. ughhh.

I need anual parade to be done with.

2006-06-07T23:24:00.000+08:00

ughh, i still have uniform inspection tomorrow.
CanDieDotCom.
i need the weather to be like tuesday.
if not i'll be the 1st one to faint.

garfield : mesti ada orang pitam mia, every year pun ada. so if you wanna pitam, make sure you do it nicely cause we're at the 1st row this year.
me : *whatthecheese laaaa~!!!!* =/

so yeah, i am so dead!
cause i was so fucking dizzy already on tuesday ;
and to think of it,
if i stay any longer ;
I WILL SURE COLLAPSE! =S
yes, im just so useless.
other that being a bloody brat,
i know nothing better. *cries*
and my body is still aching.
esp my back bone. =S

but out of the blue today,
i did house chores, yes-I DID! *grin*
with my body aching, funny eh?
except cleaning my room
and doing my holiday homework. *delaying*

alrighty, i better go sleep.
tomorrow 1-7 pm.
fck fck fck fck fck. =S

Yay, finally.

2006-06-04T18:16:00.000+08:00

finally i got the dress.
its not the 1 from gurney nor the skirt from elle.
its from edc - in island.
my mum and i was walking around metro and i told her
'ma, i doubt i can get anything here la.'
she just ignored me.
-.-
so we walked around then we walked in mng.
i thought i might get something there.
but so dissapointing, all the skirts i want was HUGE!
its size from 32, 40 and 42. @#$%^&*!
and the tanks tops i wanted is all S, S, S and more S.
celaka.

finally my mum said go edc and see.
before i walk in, i was saying to myself
'dahlah i cant find any from mng, edc worse leh.'
before i saw that dress, i like 1 of the tube top.
its the damn cute type. but a bit expensive. =(
its rm129 so i walked away. ( but i did try it on! )
right beside the tube top rack then, i saw the dress. *eye twinkling*
my mum saw it 1st actually. teeheehee. lucky me.
so the sales girl let me try it. and XS looks just nice on me!
yay, im not that fat after all! even during the hols. *kembang*

so now, all i need is a pair of good shoes-which i cant seem to find any!
gah, and my cousin told me
'kl having sales lah. but im so lazy to go.'
i was like @!#$%^& again. LOL.
anyone know where to get?
in Penang! thankyouverymuch.

and oh, the bag!
i saw this DamnCuteCanDieEveryoneWillLike denim bag.
its the big type that you can shove everything in it.
but my mum dont let me buy! *sniffs*
and thats the last 1! =(
(please pray that they'll still have it till next week! cause im going again.)
pray that no other people get it other than me, ok?
please please please.
see, im so good! im pleading whoever you are! =)
its only rm109. so make sure i can get it k?
i dont want some ugly people using it. hehehehe.

till then. i wanna go makan~!

I'm bored.

2006-06-01T19:38:00.000+08:00

i need to go shopping!!! i need to go shopping!
i wanna get heaps of stuff. =(
i havent been doing those big-bang-shopping ever since god knows when.
i have some necessary stuff to get and a lot of unecessary stuff to get. hee.
i need my partner in crime-ning to go shopping with me.
as usual, if we go ; we spend. if we spend, we're broke.
1 main thing i love shopping with her,
we have more or less the same opinion on clothes.
and she can always be the judge to tell me whats nice and whats not. =)

but, i hate shopping in penang.
choices are very limited. limited i mean LIMITED!
wait till queens bay mall and times square is up maybe i'll change my mind.
for now, i wanna go down kl. 3 places i love-midvalley, 1U and klcc.
heavenly place for food and shopping. *wonders off*
*smacks on the face, back to reality*

i want the skirt from elle.
makes me look so pretty. *blush*
but its so blardy expensive. =(
still, i can wear it a lot of times right, right?
since i like it so so much.
cause my mum is persuading me to get the
you look oh-so-girly dress that i can only wear it only once.
cheaper than the skirt from elle of course.
but whats the point of getting it when its almost the same price as the skirt?
i dont see a point of me wearing it other than that blardy graduation of my bro's.

so what am i suppose to get?
or i shall go window shopping in mng 1st then only decide?

hmm, im being damn fussy.
dont bother. =P

alright, time for dinner!
oh food, yum yum. love.

Teeheehee.

2006-06-01T01:14:00.000+08:00

*big evil grin*

a very cute artificial bunny. (tobias is gonna love me!)

i know im self-prasing-as usual. but the artificial bunny ears is so fluffy and cute right? teeheehee.

a few pics during the day out i received from gla.

me and my lookind damn gorgeous bestie! love you! but i love tobias more! no jealousy 'round!

me and kimmy cam-whoring. love us!

ngiappy, i need my pics with you! and the tham chiak me eating one also!!! send me ya?

im out.

Modem and router busted.

2006-05-31T18:28:00.000+08:00

when i have so many things to blog about.
got struck by lightning. suey.

finally im not so busy.
haven't been going out a lot during hols-last time.
this wasnt exactly the 1st time being so busy, or was it? LOL.

25th.
- janke's bday.
- did a beautiful card for my form teacher. (she's lovin' it!)
- dinner with theng and shir at flame. small reunion before theng left to kl. damn nice and damn full! im gonna miss her!
- shir went dating with her book and theng drove me to bj to loiter around. hee.
- bought some goddamn expensive strawberries for choc vondue in cosmart. o.O

26th.
- celebrated belated teacher's day.
- some performance were great. eg the fashion show by the Terampilians, the Indian dance etc.
- mission accomplished. muahahahahaha.
- met miss ang’s nephew//god son – TOBIAS! (however you spell his name)
- ahhhh. he is so cute candiedotcom. he is 8 btw.
- me, ning and jan fancy him A LOT! hes mine!
- Tobias, 8 year old, blue eyes, damn cute can die, short! (me and him so damn compatible! *grins*)
- had to blardy stay back for marching practice till 2.
- tuition.
- back home, drop dead tired. slept at 8! HAHAHAHA!

28th.
- gurney with my girls.
- all looking damn gorgeous.
- meet ming darling and quite a no of people.
- watched Over The Hedge! thanks to ME! if not you people wouldn't have known that oh-so-adorable-characters! bluehh!
- dinner with my aunt.

29th.
- went to a dentist for my check up. gosh, he is so cheesy nice! he applied strawberry flavoured gel-like-thingy majingy before the injection. so nicee!
- i got a few caries. blardy hell. have to go back again this sat. *sniffs*
- tuition. gaik lyn and yen both are siao.

30th.
- went to re-print my birth cert. miss clumsy here missplaced it. and that blardy birth cert paper cost a blardy rm5! ughhh.
- lunch date with my mum at pintail. food not so good already.
- went dress hunting in gurney for my brother's graduation. went into almost 10 stores and couldnt make up my mind. so i didnt get any afterall.
* i love 1 of the dress from the 4th floor victorian shop. it cost blardy rm249. and i love this flary, lacey white skirt from elle that cost rm259. teeheeheee. so im going metro this sunday! =D
- saw gaylen. didnt call her cause im afraid she couldnt recognize me. i havent see her for 2 years already okay. (if that girl is not her i ma sia sued-kan myself. pfft.)
- back home, i cooked! the kitchen is not burn down yet.

31th.
- went to collect that blardy birth cert.
- lunch with my parents at some they said very famous kopitiam. =.="
- went to finally make my pastport.
- and here i am! blogging! =D

pfft. i can only collect it tomorrow afternoon. sialness.
fo' sho ppk-ing ning. died lar.
might not if got transport. =)
pictures will be up-when i receive em'.
i am so damn lazy. next week gonna be hectic sial.
ughhhh. my hols are so useful.

o.O

next :
monday - i AM free!
tuesday - RC rehersal at padang polo.
wednesday - i AM free..again.
thursday - RC inspectation at padang polo...again.
friday - tuition.
saturday - RC annual parade. padang polo...yes, again. tuition in the evening somemore.
sunday - free thank goodness.

hectic not? LOL. soso only.
i guess i'll be lazing around when im free.
a bit lazy to go out but I might change my mind!

Gloriously happy, for no particular reason.

2006-05-24T23:31:00.000+08:00

well, maybe because i wont be failing my bio. teeheehee.
and we're gonna partayyy this friday.
a very mini one. LOL. i dont mind though.
cause this 1 is with all our titik peluh (whatever it is)

anycheese, i despise this girl- from my school, my form. it just hit me recently. she is such a hypocritcal bitch. ok, maybe just a blardy hiao hypocrite. i've known her for quite sometime (not ning, don't get the wrong idea. LOL) , and she started to change tremendously this year. not a lot, maybe thats just her but i am so not clicking with her. she can tell you i hate XXX and the next thing you know she's all gravy with XXX. it so doesn't make sense right? blar. she can say im not suppose to judge anyone but in my opinion yadda yadda yadda. isnt she still judging? one more thing i really HATE about her is she butts in out of nowhere into other people's conversation and giving non-sensical opinions/advises/ideas. i mean, maybe she's trying to help but god, nobody is asking for it. and when i give her the 'why-are-you-kpoing' face, she gives me back the 'what-the-cheese-is-wrong-with-you' face and attitude. that is just so rude, no? i mean, i do eavesdrop other people's conversation and make fun of them-for the sake of fun. but she eavesdrops and still so daring to make her statement sounds so WoW. sometimes, i just dont understand some people. blar.

okok, thats enough for bitching. hehe.

thats why i love hanging around low profile people.
people that are stress-free. those that you makes you smile.
and thats why, im spending most of the time with those
4-talk-alot-crazy-girls. LOL. *you know who you are*
and my janke and ning also ler. that perli me like crazy. dudeee! *grins*

pfft, its suppose to be a happy post.
and i end up bitching and talking about friends.
all thanks to ngiappy's influence lah.
but somehow another im still happy.
the im-stress-free-happy.
__________________________________________

TAYLOR HICKS! TAYLOR HICKS!
SOUL PATROL FOREVER!!!!
dude, he's so gonna be the next AI.
mwahsss. i love taylor hicksss!
he has good voice.
amazing.

I'm an evil beeyatch.

2006-05-23T18:48:00.000+08:00

MUAHAHAHAHA.
im glad that i am one. that ****er.
what does he knows about insult anyway, mama's boy.
pfft. i wanted to say sorry, but im not willing to.

i insulted him kau kau just now. *smiles broadly*
wasn't really that glad cause i thought i was really bitchy.
i was awww-ed 'im so mean. shit.' at first, right right?
he insulted us back, i mean who on earth will say
'there'll be more people accompanying you to fail?'
which teacher does that? makes no fcking sense.
and then after he sneers/evil grinned.
i was like 'i dont-give-a-fck, ass.'
he heard my insult towards him,
word by word and im damn glad. *smiles boardly again*
dont have to see him for 2 days is nothing but joy.
oh joy. LOL.

eh, cannot be lah. getting bio and died.
highest in terampil was 48/80.
i so dont dare to imagine. fckssss. *rolls eye*

anycheese, today was busy busy busy during nilam.
i and ning ponteng-ed RC marching
and helped out running from class to staff room,
back to class and then canteen and staff room again. LOL.
'bo su chui su cho nia.' rofl.
cause we were busying helping out at budgeting and choosing pressies.
i am so nice janice should thank me. LOL.

yay, i wont be knowing my add maths and maths's mark till after holidays.
but eh, means he'll still be here after hols.

o.O "

and he'll blardy revise straight lines again.
oh hail god, cant he leave??? *pouty lips and puppy dog eyes*
can he can he?

he was damn right, our results,
'reflect his poor ability to teach.' *cackles*

Uh-oh.

2006-05-22T22:51:00.000+08:00

" ti kong po pi, ho sim mai ho wa fail wa eh add maths.
eh ki hor ee mark ho si. kam siah ti kong che che. "

*fingers crossed*
that was my prayers to the God Almighty. *sneers* LOL.
i was serious bout that okayy!
anycheese, bm tuition just now-
i was told many, i mean MANY people failed maths.
that was MATHS okayy.

then what about add maths?!
i was thinking and nothing but the word fail came into my mind.
cheeses crust, i dont wanna failed neither of it.
thinking of it makes me so scared. like, gosh i wanna cry. *pouty lips*

maths - fail.
add maths - failed.
brandon- good in both.
miss ang - expert in both.
me - dead.

conclusion, im gonna fail and die.
i shall RIP.
*buhuhuhuhu*

I love CGL teachers.

2006-05-22T15:18:00.000+08:00

especially pn gan. muahahahhaa. she rocks! *she wore orange today*
(the teacher that wont forget colour coordination)
after wasting of a whole 2 hours gossiping ;
found out some of the teachers were previously from pcghs,
and some are still so loyal from cgl all the way.
a lot of stuff that i found out today. 1 word,
SYOK!

pn gan was damn layan okay.
she practically answered each and every question we asked.
LOL. and she made me remember her birthday!
JANUARI 31st.
something for shizzle i wont forget. hehe.

it was actually me, jan and ngiappy asking her opinion on some teacher's day's stuff.
well, belated teacher's day celebration of course.
*i see fun coming. nyek nyek nyek.*
anycheese, after asking her for opinions on what to get for my form teacher,
we ended up yakking away and that gorgeous pn gan-
came up with the most brilliant idea ever! damn i just love her. *hugs*
we were yakking, imitiating and acting like some of the teachers
and she said, why not put up a sketch.
MUAHAHAHAHAHA! brilliant sia no?
*evil evil evil* prolly coming up with a plan-
hopefully possible cause the audition is on thursday.
which means 1 day for planning and 1 day for audition
and TADAAAA! presentation day is on friday. gah, this is so last minute. =.=

i had a lil bet with pn gan on American Idol just now.
i said taylor will most propbably win this time.
and she said, what if katherine win? you chia me is it?
i was like, teeheehee ; can! LOL.

anycheese, miss ang haven't forgotten my hokkien mee.
mycheesy god, that lil promise she made was so long ago.
like a month plus already. i thought she was kidding.
gosh, i love her too!!! she teaches me hokkien. =.=
and good food and disciplines too. o.O"

i shall conclude that CGL teachers are the best ever ;
fun fun fun.
big hugss & kisses.
with much much much love from me!
happy teacher's day. =)

Oh yes, last paper tomorrow.

2006-05-21T21:29:00.000+08:00

wheeeeee! EST in the morning then my exams are over!
FINALLY OVER!
anycheese, its still not good though.
cause results will be out anytime soon,
especially those teachers that mark really fast eg pn tan.
cheeses crust.
im gonna get more dark chocolate this friday. =D
its finishing so fast. sob sob sob sob.
and cheese, staying back for marching till 2.30 pm.
ohmycheeses god, i'll be burnt! blar it.

So cute can die man.

2006-05-21T00:38:00.000+08:00

ahhhh, i actually went for my hair cut just now ; evening.
i asked my mum to see if i can get my hair cut tomorrow,
and she said, why not now? i was like ?????
she was so random can? i was like you try calling and see if he's free.
and he was. blarhs. my mum did colour her hair...again and cut.
and she looks like adam's gf. well, a bit cause the hair pretty much the same. LOL.
i did trim my hair and its FOC. hehe.
and out of the blue, just to finish the blardy coupon my mum got the other day,
i did treatment too. but still damn siap leh my hair. cheeses.
but my fringe look so damn good now. loving it cheesy much.
before that it was thick and bulky and michelleanne said it looks like H-A-Y!
cheeser. now its thinner. hahaha.

refering back to the topic, my hairstylist so cute la can?
so cute can die.
blarhs. too bad hes too old for me.
moreover, he has a gf.
no harm a kiddy crush ya? those that makes you go 'awhhhhh'.
he is so so so cute that you feel like cuddling with him.
*slaps self, dont you dare to imagine*
he is no where near entao, hot, charming etc.
he is just the very ohmygod so cute can die // adorable sia type.
hehehehhehehehehe. *blush blush*
nuff' said.
im not desperate for him. saja-ed admiring. hehe.

anycheese, i look cuter than rotten cheese already!
yippiieee! i am so happy today.
i got my haircut, finally. i get to see him-
so cute can die dot com
and i get to eat the dark chocolate all by myself
and my blardy stressful exams are soon to be over (considered over already)
and im happy. gloriously happy.
was treated as a qian jing in the restaurant by the manager-my dad knows her.
happier. sibeh lawak. she thought i am 1 i suppose.
she patted my head a couple of times, like im a lil kiddo! muahahaha. crazy sia.

im off. grabbing my chocolate.
then maybe watch my movie a lil while.
then a shower.
the hit the hay! lol.

i am so into blogging. shiat, that's bad.

Craving for Dark Chocolates.

2006-05-20T13:48:00.000+08:00

yes yes, im craving so badly for it. since yesterday actually. i went tesco with my mum for groceries and it just hit me 'dark chocolate'. so i told my mum. and now im still holding a piece. with dark chocolates and cheese, im so so getting fat. but whatever bah, im happy.

me : mum, can we go to the chocolate's aisle? i feel like getting some chocolates. heh.
mum : uh... you're still sick, aren't you?
me : hehehe. please?

she didn't say anything. so i hurrily not-exactly-ran down the aisle to search for dark chocolate. it didn't took me long to find it though. hehe. but there's only one choice-tesco's. so who botheres, as long as its dark chocolate, its yum yum. =)

me : (shouting) i gotttt itttt!! *smiling ever so broadly like a lil kid*
mum : its tesco's one lah!
me : so what lah, its dark chocolate. DARK CHOCOLATE!
mum : go see if there's other brand.
me : aiya, don't have de lah. (i insisted)
mum : how much is it? go get a new pack, this 1 broken already.
me : rm9.99. =) can can?
mum : *rolls eye* aiyah, can la can lah. stop bugging me already.

muahahahahaha. and i got a packet of cheesy cheezels and a box of cheesy flavored lagend of the seas. i know, damn kiddy right? lol. and after my mum paid, i was like can i eat it now? my mum said, i guess so. before she can continue her sentence, i already took out a piece and stuff it into my mouth. *muahahahahaha* im like a 6-years-old.

anycheese, im stress-free now. (matter of factly) other than getting results soon and monday's EST paper. so yes, im gonna start my movie//drama marathon and a whole day of girl talks with my girls. not forgetting some outings of course and hotel stay, perhaps? oh, i wont fail blogging. *grins*

i took it so long ago eh. and i dont know what im up to. chim. lol. acting cute maybe. LOL.

uhh, i need a hair cut. my fringe is poking my eye and my hair is messy. might just cut my fringe tomorrow since my mum wants to go metro. haven't been there for a long long time. yay, MNG. lol. well, if the whether is good tomorrow then, cause its very cloudy now. gonna rain soon. im am boreddd. =S

toodles. i shall blog later. cheeses.

Pink, ain't it? LOL.

2006-05-19T22:48:00.000+08:00

my blog is pink. PINK. P-I-N-K! lol. i am too lazy to go in detail for changing everything. moreover, im new and i know nothing. its not as easy as xanga actually. blardy complicated. anycheese, was messaging ning and i was LOL-ing siao. mr chan actually called her a little girl infront of ms ang. lmao. that was something you dont get to hear/experience often. lol. he hardly speaks humerously, that's all i know. LOL.

geez, i was damn emo-ed a second ago but after talking to that cheesygirl, im all back happy again. a bit siao, yeah? hehe. but thinking back of maths and add maths can get me real emo. especially that maths paper. horrible horrible thursday. suey.

i was sick. blowing my nose so vigorously till it hurts now! LOL. as i was saying, sick. and the maths paper was cheesingly hard when i browse through it. i was like 'fck, im sick. it couldnt be the paper he sets, right right right?' but sigh, it was! he's signature was there. so i was damn cheesed up. cursing and cursing all the way doing maths. =P

and i was so damn emo-ed i tell you. 3 minutes before time ended, my eyes got teary just because i cant finish my paper. this is totally siao! i dont know what im up to that time, but by thinking of it now-its really childish. sikes. so damn emofied. LOL.

let's pray that i can pass both maths and add maths paper so that i can go bug him ; since he's leaving and nobody cares. *evil grins*

anywhooo,

happy birthday to my brother!! love you cheesy. you're old.

these week has been really hectic. book fever, emofied, sickness-all catogarised at once. if this is not suey, then i dont know what this is. im hitting the bed. so so sleepy after a whole day. boy, hes so cute. *blush*blush*

Changed my cheesy mind.

2006-05-19T21:13:00.000+08:00

finally changed my mind of using blogspot instead of xanga.

big thank you to ms tanngiapli. LOL.

1st of all, more people are using blogspot.

and also it can link xanga users in someway. hehe.

i dont know dude. im still a newbie here.

so cheeses, bare with my gong-ness of making my site pretty.

i know i did a pretty good job in *xanga* - not exactly to those pro-ers but i just like it my way.

anycheese, i might sound really weird using the cheese term here and there but i just got so cheesed up ever since i ate the pizza hut's hawaiian pizza with extra mozarella cheese! thats how i got so cheesy. hehe. will update more! cheese!